I don't know, I'm still not completely comfortable with the way I act around anyone, I'm really self-conscious and I hate it. Sometimes I don't care as much and I can be a little feminine. I wouldn't say I'm very masculine either, what is even masculinity though?
I tend to avoid those labels because they're rooted in arbitrary and antiquated notions about gender and really I'd say I'm probably somewhere in between anyway, but if I had to guess where I fall on the spectrum I'd say I'm closer to being fem than masc.
I was bequeathed the most unfortunate nasally voice ever. I won't allow myself to be videoed while speaking because of the chance I might end up accidentally watching it one day. If I were mute I could pass as straight tho.
