I don't think he did anything intentionally but I feel like he knew I liked him. He was actually just a customer who came in all the time, eventually we would talk and we were even friends on facebook. I thought it was kind of obvious I cared about him. Idk whatever. Today has been really difficult for some reason. Every song reminds me of him. I'm starting to accept that's its really over.

Just started Therapy

It's hard not to speak to him
But I definitely am keeping my distance

Yes, but it's just stupid stuff. I fall way too hard for people even though they give me hardly anything to begin with. I just think too much too often.

Yes.. it's like that. One day you're over him, then another day one little reminder sparks up hours of sadness and tears. There's honestly no worst feeling that I've experienced such as a heartbreak. It eats away at you physically, mentally, and emotionally. And the worst part is the thoughts, especially the positive "I miss him. I wish everything could go back to normal." thoughts that you can't get rid of.

I'm battling through that now. And it does suck because this person randomly started dating someone else without having the decency of letting me know. As bitter as I want to be, I will not. I know this person will return one day in hopes of making it work, but they will be rejected.

Just wish them happiness and remember, if you truly do love them, their happiness counts too, even if it isn't with you. Sucks, but best to cry it out, dust yourself off and realize there is too DAMN many people in this world to allow one to control you like that.

Yes, It was

More than I'd like to, yes...

No.

In my head, yes. In reality, no.