I remember a while back when i was considering coming out,
I eased it in to my godmother and asked why gays are so bad
n she was like,
"God loves us all, he doesn't
hate anyone
But, he created sex to be a beautiful thing between a man and a woman as a way to bring life into the world,
so when he sees them doing what they do it... it
disgusts God
& anything that is disgusting to God is disgusting to me
It's not personal,
it's just the word of God"
I could not believe what I was hearing
It was terrifying
& the way she said it like she believed it without a doubt in her mind
Like,
sis when were you and God at the nail shop having a good kii about the homos?
I love her more than anything in this world,
but sometimes her faith frightens me