Discussion: something you are shame of. - Page 2

theo.

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Originally posted by White

Man, I feel for you. I came out when I was 12 and even being closeted that long was torture. I couldn't imagine going through life stuck in there. Be brave and live your life how you wanna live it.

Thank you, that really means a lot. It's so horrible and painful being stuck in here. I can't take it anymore.

It's just weird being a former pastor's kid and all. My entire family is bonafide Christian, and they are extremely ignorant and small-minded about things like this. The older they are - the worse they are. All these memories...the worse pain I've ever felt in my life was when I was sitting in the middle of this small youth gathering in the house of the youth pastor of my grandma's church in Florida.

The evening was okay until she brought the inevitable "those gays!" discussion. I had to sit there for what felt like hours listening to people my age saying that they thought gay people were disgusting immoral freaks, for sitting on park benches and making out and other stereotypes like that. The guys were quick to say lesbians were hot, but that gay guys are gross. I curled up into a ball on the sofa in the opposite corner and said nothing.

The youth pastor looked over at me and said wholeheartedly, "Are you alright? You can leave if it's too much."

I said I was fine.

You don't really know what it feels like to be a minority until you experience the pain that goes with it firsthand.

TikiMiss

Im ashamed of throwing ppl under the bus for my career, but cest la vie

Kim Kardashian

Once some girl was being a little bitch so I hid her phone underneath a keyboard in one of the computer rooms (it was the newest samsung galaxy at the time so I doubt it was cheap), I went back to get it the next day and it has gone. She never got it back and got into loads of trouble with her dad.

ClashAndBurn

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Originally posted by TheoJuke

I'm still in this:

Unfortunately.

Well, I am too. Sort of... Eh.

Saint

The fact that I'm still in the closet to everyone except my best friends
The fact that I still love someone who doesn't give two ***** about me
The fact that I try so hard to be nice to people and they don't even treat me the same way
And my body and face

Dark Horse

Not living up to my full potential

Sláy

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Originally posted by TheoJuke

Thank you, that really means a lot. It's so horrible and painful being stuck in here. I can't take it anymore.

It's just weird being a former pastor's kid and all. My entire family is bonafide Christian, and they are extremely ignorant and small-minded about things like this. The older they are - the worse they are. All these memories...the worse pain I've ever felt in my life was when I was sitting in the middle of this small youth gathering in the house of the youth pastor of my grandma's church in Florida.

The evening was okay until she brought the inevitable "those gays!" discussion. I had to sit there for what felt like hours listening to people my age saying that they thought gay people were disgusting immoral freaks, for sitting on park benches and making out and other stereotypes like that. The guys were quick to say lesbians were hot, but that gay guys are gross. I curled up into a ball on the sofa in the opposite corner and said nothing.

The youth pastor looked over at me and said wholeheartedly, "Are you alright? You can leave if it's too much."

I said I was fine.

You don't really know what it feels like to be a minority until you experience the pain that goes with it firsthand.

I feel you man, it's painful

mypaintoyou

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Originally posted by White

I'm ashamed of my half brother. Here is why:
He change his last name back to his father's last name after my Dad(his adoptive father) raised him his entire life.

He moved into my mom's basement at the ripe age of 24 and started a relationship with someone he dated in highschool. She had THREE KIDS (1, 3, and 4) and he moved her and those kids into my mom's basement. Not only did her bills go up $500 a month, but he argued and verbally abused her over paying his rent and helping out with the bills.

Then he got his girlfriend pregnant... But only got her pregnant after she told him that if he got off inside of her that, by the recommendation of her doctor, her hormones would go back to a normal level. After falling for that, she announced to our entire family that she was pregnant with twins. But here is the kicker, she lied about being pregnant. She even printed off two of the first google images that come up when you type in "twin ultrasound" and showed them to my entire family. After saying she was pregnant for so long and having unprotected sex, she got pregnant for real. Even after my family exposed her for a liar and my mom kicked my brother and his "family" out, he stayed in a relationship with her.

So yeah, I'm a bit ashamed to call him my brother and have since stopped all communication with him.

omg this sounds like a novel. but anyways they shall get whats coming their way

Buyonce1814

Checking people out in religious building -_-

mypaintoyou

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Originally posted by TheoJuke

Thank you, that really means a lot. It's so horrible and painful being stuck in here. I can't take it anymore.

It's just weird being a former pastor's kid and all. My entire family is bonafide Christian, and they are extremely ignorant and small-minded about things like this. The older they are - the worse they are. All these memories...the worse pain I've ever felt in my life was when I was sitting in the middle of this small youth gathering in the house of the youth pastor of my grandma's church in Florida.

The evening was okay until she brought the inevitable "those gays!" discussion. I had to sit there for what felt like hours listening to people my age saying that they thought gay people were disgusting immoral freaks, for sitting on park benches and making out and other stereotypes like that. The guys were quick to say lesbians were hot, but that gay guys are gross. I curled up into a ball on the sofa in the opposite corner and said nothing.

The youth pastor looked over at me and said wholeheartedly, "Are you alright? You can leave if it's too much."

I said I was fine.

You don't really know what it feels like to be a minority until you experience the pain that goes with it firsthand.

i grew up with a dad who's manly in the way that the woman stays home and he has control. he's a macho man, it wasn't easy telling him i was gay i told everyone my mom before i told my dad. i posted a pic of me and my back then bf kissing on MySpace and had family and they all knew and saw it. but my family sill treats me the same there's nothing different. after 4 years my dad is kinda coming along. my mom and i had relationship got stronger than ever. but trust me once you get over it, you'll feel good! it's a time process. the sooner you do it the better

mypaintoyou

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Originally posted by BeyNavi

The fact that I'm still in the closet to everyone except my best friends
The fact that I still love someone who doesn't give two ***** about me
The fact that I try so hard to be nice to people and they don't even treat me the same way
And my body and face

same except for the first one.

EdgeOfAddiction

My small birthmark that is in shape of a rotisserie chicken on my thigh.

Starburst

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Originally posted by EdgeOfAddiction

My small birthmark that is in shape of a rotisserie chicken on my thigh.