This one guy in my SS class. It's gotten so bad that my grades have started falling and I can't stop thinking about him. He's smart, really smart and very good looking. He's really sweet, kind compassionate and a great dresser. Though I don't know if he's gay, he's into sports. I feel like a stalker because I checked his instagram twice to see if he's gay b/c I couldn't help myself. I was literally in spy mode when I checked too, I found out his favorite movie is The Sound Of Music. I don't think that means anything though. He also posted a pic of this model and a girl who likes him said she looked like a guy, and he said "yikes, she's gorgeous she may not be the most feminine but she's really crazy and interesting". IDK what he said OK but it sounded like he'd just been exposed and was rambling, I digress.
He caught me checking him out last week in class and my eyes never darted away so fast before in my life. He knew that I was checking him out and during class he turned at least twice to see If I was staring. I felt so embarrassed. OK, He was sick most of this week so he wasn't here but I've noticed he's always in my field of vision. Even when I don't want him to be. \ purposely moved my desk near the window out of his vision yesterday and he was still in my view. So I moved my desk up to get out of his view again and he changed his position. Finally, I just moved my desk up to the chair in front of my and ducked my head down for the remainder of the period. I'm not stupid and I know it doesn't mean anything, but I wish. I WISH.

I wrote an essay.

Yes! But they're all straight
And I have a crush on a few girls but they're all taken!!
I had a chance with a few girls but my dumb ass was blind and didn't follow through. For example, like in class on the first day of school, I don't crush on anybody until the last day of school cause I didn't know they existed and had the same class as me

Yes and he's so beautiful and smart. Like it hurts to be that perfect.

Story of my life

ALL OF THIS!!!!!!!

I would crush on someone so hard for a few days and then I would forget about them and move on to something else!

SPILL IT

Yes, I have multiple crushes.

It hurts, because I know they'll never want me, but life would be so boring without crushes.

Exactly! I'm hoping my current crush is at least bi because I'm not entirely sure what he is

Yeah, but it's not happening. We established a brother-sister type of relationship about a year ago. She ain't interested! This is the second or third time this has happened to me. Fml tbh

I feel you.

When love doesn't work in your favor.

I saw this really cute guy today and we kept looking at each other and making eye contact for almost an hour but we probably won't ever see each other again on campus

I'm not sure, I'm one of those people that is out of touch with my feelings and stuff. Sometimes I think I'm head over heels, other times I'm uninterested in anyone.

You never know. Maybe you'll end up chatting and getting his number.

Unfortunately. He teases me just enough to give me hope but really we have nothing between us

A lot.

Ugh maybe! I think he probably thinks my friend was my gf though hope not because when I say he was a beautiful handsome guy, I mean Made me feel good because I don't really get those looks from people

Yes, but idk if he's gay Sometimes he gives me gay teas, but I'm not friends with him anyways so

Ugh yes this one guy that rides my bus is so perfect. He's tall, handsome, dresses nice. He sits at an all-girl table at lunch which just confirms my suspicions on his sexuality.

I don't know his name though. I'll never have a chance.

This