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Originally posted by ♥ Shakidrian ♥
i just realized me and Erica don't use "." Periods... we use "..." 3 dots 
 it's true love... i also do this when i'm writing papers ... it's a habbit lol i have my computer programmed on spellcheck to find the little "..." and change them to "."
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So0 very true......
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Originally posted by Johnald.
Travis isn't the only one who needs to stop the party lifestyle... right Erica?  |
But its funnnnnnn
no it isnt.... i got so drunk yesterday that i slept over at my ex's house.....woke up mad confused and scared cuz i though i was in deep trouble with the parents..... dont remember whut happened at all.....
BUT my arents didnt notice i was gone at all.... and i just went home showered and went to work
its pretty funny actually.... but yea aside from that.... no more drinking!!!! and amaretto isnt my favorite anymore....
yes johnny i NEED to stop... i am ruining my life.
(even though its fun)
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Originally posted by xclusivestylesz
first off thanks everyone for the replys they mean alot
i was given the homeschool option awhile ago but dont want it for many reasons.
right now the special school thing seems like the best option because i was told u can make crdits faster in there than in regular classes.
this is really ****ed up too because im valuing other people more than my own future...
no one in my fam was a drop out and theres alot of pressure from my parents because like i said they care too much what other people think, if other people were to find out i dropped out oh lord...
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**** every 1 else travis. your friends n ur parents (no real offence u kno) and what they think..... u gotta do you....trust me u wont lose ur friends cuz u go to another school..... and u will def make new ones.
Im proud of you for trying to stick with it and keep in school. just stay outta trouble.
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erica - ahh u really didnt have to type all that for me :hugs: LOL yeah i *was* doin the same things... a ged would be my very last resort, i know its not as bad people make it look but i just dont want to leave school.. i guess ill give it till the new semester starts in september, see what happens and make a move from there. if its the same old **** then ill go to one of those other schools, if the other schools somehow dont work out ill take do the see if i can get the ged. my school dont do nightschool for anyone whos not a senior but theres ways that pop up than you can makeup one credit, like after school(which im going to.. well sometimes right now) they also dont add classes to your program, u keep what u get cuz the school is kinda over populated.. so instead of the full 10 periods its probelly gonna be more like 7-10. i know i still have a chance but its slim as ****, i will probelly go to every class for the next two months and then get lazy... i *think* u can makeup one credit in saturday skool but im not even going. im not doing anything with my life right now, its all at a stand still. i guess in a way i want change but i just dont know how i can get that change.. im willing to do what it takes but im a lazy person... the last line u typed is what i'v been thinking about all day i keep telling myself i can do it but then a mintue later im telling myself im just lying and would go back to the "old habbits". part of me wants to belive i can change and theres still hope for me and part of me thinks ima total reck and i should just go od on advil right now. ima check out those sites u linked to, i know its my fault, I DID THIS TO MYSELF. but at the same time if the school actually though useful **** that i'l ACTUALLY USE IN REAL LIFE, maybe... i would actually like going. im actually just like u, i want to, i know i should, but i cant
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i typed so much because it isnt fair. life isnt fair here.... i think that nyc has so many problems.
yes travis it is your fault but look at the situation....
y cant you take as many classes as u want? or change ur sumer school scedual? or ony go to nite school if u r a senior? they should let kids go because they want to go.... not because they r too lazy to program u into more things or because of what grade u r in.
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douchebags would even begin to describe most(not all) of the people that work that, everyday your treated like a konvict the moment u enter, **** u even have to literally strip before u can actually get in!
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**** like this doesnt help the situation either......
They do treat u like a criminal and thats y school is so0 wak. you go there to get victimized talked down to & treated like a child. y would u want to go to a place like that? and thats y most kids in NYC dont.
come on my fellow NY public school kids.... you know that MANY MANY MNAY teachers simply are NOT qualified to teach..... we've all had those classes that bassically if u just show up u pass. you've also had the classes where the teacher is not all there mentally or has an obvious addiction to something.... and we've all had those classes where u can tell the teacher shouldve never become a teacher because they dont like kids and have no respect.
All of these things add up and make kids not want to go....
Its much better to sit at home n chill while both ya parents are working with ya friends n wile out.
&& im not blaming NY even though it sounds like i am..... i am just saying that all these things have such a huge influence over ur decisions and actions in deciding whether or not u feel like going.
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i know i still have a chance but its slim as ****, i will probelly go to every class for the next two months and then get lazy... i *think* u can makeup one credit in saturday skool but im not even going. im not doing anything with my life right now, its all at a stand still. i guess in a way i want change but i just dont know how i can get that change.. im willing to do what it takes but im a lazy person... the last line u typed is what i'v been thinking about all day i keep telling myself i can do it but then a mintue later im telling myself im just lying and would go back to the "old habbits". part of me wants to belive i can change and theres still hope for me and part of me thinks ima total reck and i should just go od on advil right now
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yes u did it to urself.... although there are many problems... that 40 % still manages to do it.... you just got caught up with life and friends, && its not the end of the world. it happens to 60% of us apparently.
there is more to life than HS travis... WAY more...so dont cut urself short with advil.
17 feels so grown rite? i know thats how i felt... and at 18 right now i honeslt have grown so much older since i got outta HS. Trust bo0 there is alot more to learn dont threaten ur life for a mistake.... we all make them. im just tryna let u know that u most def arent alone and it isnt the end of the world or the end of ur life. things gotta get worse b4 they can get betta.
&& OMG if i had a doller for every time i've ****ed myself over with being lazy.
honestly because i am like this if i were in ur situation i would get my GED. but i think its really go0d that u want to go to the the special school that will help u earn credits faster. its a go0d lo0k for u and will help u out... but u gotta be commited. u gotta focus and tell urself NO MORE GAMES.
it worked wonders for me....and u know what? i still find time to have fun and not **** up.
well i do still **** up... but at least its not with school anymore.
We are alot alike travis which is y i typed so much to u and we do the same stupid shyt
its what makes n brakes us. Y do we do it? we dont even know... lol
lmaooo i'll be waiting for that day