we were trying to wrok it out, but hes being a jerk now. Its not working out between us ....and he doesnt make the time to talk to me about it . if i call him he doesnt want to be on the fone. when i see him he is always to0 high and when i try to talk to him about it he doesnt remember a thing the next morning.
its totally useless at this point. im done.... && im out.
Hes not the person i used to know && love.
well...i'm 17 and i don't even have any idea what my life looks like
well i'm 20 and i'm more confused about life than most of u ... many people look @ me as a role model but truely i wouldn't want to be me in most cases
well i'm 20 and i'm more confused about life than most of u ... many people look @ me as a role model but truely i wouldn't want to be me in most cases
actually i'm not confused i know exactly what i want
^... i'm always confused... but i know eventually i will get in the right path... ... i've accomplished many things @ my age... but that doesn't change the fact that i'm very ... uhm *worried* i guess... about what is to come ... i anticipate something bad ... *tears*
... pain is the only thing that i avoid... i avoid it so much that it builds up inside of me and then once every so often i can't hold it in anymore ... and i just cry and think ...
Its not working out between us
....and he doesnt make the time to talk to me about it
. if i call him he doesnt want to be on the fone.
when i see him he is always to0 high 
and when i try to talk to him about it he doesnt remember a thing the next morning.
im done.... && im out.
