After failing senior year that was so much worse than a breakdown , the entire year after (till I passed it) was literally the worst of my life.

Nope, I mean, I get pissed off but it goes away really easily.

How old are you all?

Yes, at my leavers dinner. I hid in the bathroom so no one saw. I was a mess.

I'm better for it though.

Nope, I mean, I get pissed off but it goes away really easily.

Not that I know of.

I think I might have one soon tbh. Theres a lot of things going on that have not been dealt with in my life and I think its only a matter of time before my family intervenes. Not gonna be pretty.

same here. Even though now I feel better, I still get depressed once or twice

No i've never had a full-on breakdown.
Usually when i feel like i'm losing control i take a break, switch off my phone + withdraw myself from everything (school, work, friends, family) for like 2/3 days. And just rest.
That usually works, and u come out of hibernation w/energy and perspective.

1 year ago, when I went to highschool.

Suddenly all my friends were gone and I didn't fit in at all. I'm kinda insecure about myself and when I'm with new people my instinct tells me that they're probably laughing at me (thye probably were, lol) when I'm not looking so I couldn't trust a mother****er Bullying really is a bitch.
What really got to me was that my 2 best friends (a boy and a girl) at the time were the only people I had known for some years that were in the same school as me, and they started hanging out with other people, leaving me behind. I was so shocked and sad and I thought didn't fit in that school and I would never be happy again. I remember waking up thinking about not wanting to leave home and going to sleep the same way. I started googling stuff like ''suicide without pain methods' while I was trying to study and that's when I realised I was in a bad stage of my life.
I managed to keep it private really easily tbh, but after 3 months I gradually started to feel better as one of my old friends who was dealing with depression and self-harm moved to my school. We started hanging out and by that time most of my new classmates had stopped being assholes and I kinda think they like me now

I never wanna be like that again, ever. My grandma has passed away 2 years ago because of depression and I felt like I couldn't escape it either. Now whenever I get sad I am extra careful because I simply can't go back to that situation.

Only when someone breaks my heart.