Yes I am afraid. Ever since I saw that creepy Torchwood episode about coming back from the dead.
GWEN: When you're dead ... I mean, when you die ... What happens?
SUZIE: What do you want me to say?
GWEN: The truth.
SUZIE: Really?
GWEN: Tell me.
SUZIE: You religious?
GWEN: Just sort of in passing, you know.
SUZIE: Do you believe in Heaven?
GWEN: I dunno.
SUZIE: Yes, you do. What do you believe?
GWEN: Stupid, but I always sort of think ... Like, you know, white light and all that. And I think of my Gran. Like she'll be there. Waiting for me. The smell of carbolic.
SUZIE: Your faith never left primary school.
GWEN: So what's out there?
SUZIE: Nothing. Just nothing.
GWEN: But, but if there's nothing, what's the point of it all?
SUZIE: This is. Driving through the dark. All this stupid, tiny stuff. We're just animals, howling in the night, cos it's better than silence. I used to think about Torchwood, all those aliens, coming to Earth ... What the hell for? But it's just instinct. They come here cos there's life, that's all. Moths around a flame. Creatures clinging together in the cold.
GWEN: So when you die, it's just ...
SUZIE: Darkness.
GWEN: And you're all alone? There's no-one else?
SUZIE: I didn't say that.
GWEN: What do you mean?
SUZIE: Why do you think I'm so desperate to come back? There's something out there ... in the dark ... ... and it's moving.
...
JACK: Suzie, don't let her die. The glove is killing Gwen and keeping you alive.
SUZIE: I know.
JACK: Then stop.
(Gwen’s eyes open and she listens.)
SUZIE: But I get to live. Why would I stop?
JACK: For Gwen's sake.
SUZIE: She replaced me. Now, I'm doing the same to her. Isn't that fair?
JACK: Suzie, we've got a tracker on that car, we're gonna catch up, I promise.
SUZIE: And what happens then?
JACK: If she's dead, then I'm gonna kill you, Suzie Costello. I promise, I'm gonna kill you for the last and final time.
SUZIE: But would you? When there's a part of her that's now me? Could you really do that if I'm the only thing left of her?
JACK: Why are you doing this?
SUZIE: Because life is all, Jack. You should know. I'd do anything to stay. Anything.
