I used to think i had a best friend. not anymore, i know its a teenage thing to fight over boys but she went
toofar. We met in high school and when my three best gfs left school we sort of come together. i was never
as close to her as i have been with my other gf's i didnt quite know why. She would ask me who do you like
and i would say so and so is cute and she would never agree, but always embarass me by saying ohh
marnie likes you and then do her best to get on with them. I thought at first it was my imagination but 3
or 4 boys later it got to be a habit. Guys would not come near me and if she found out that i was asked
out she would tell them i said i dont like them and if they didnt believe her she would say too me he didnt
like you anyways he was just stirring. I did get a boyfriend who i heard was going to ask me out on
valentines day last year. She found out and asked him to be her valentine for the day. He still asked me
out the next day. We had some Good times together but she was always around though she told me he
was only using me to make friends, because he was new to at the school. i was a bad girlfriend to him
because of that and he soon dumped me but i dont blame him.
Then i got close to him best friend but she would always come between us so a relationship could'nt
start and now he does not like me at even though we were good friends once.
The last straw was wgeb u was talking to another friend because i dont trust to talk to her about anything.
i just said this person asked if i was going to the school dance, she got it all wrong and ran to this guy
and said ooh did you ask marnie to the dance and he said i just told her what had said to my friend.
i cannot stand to be near this girl, I feel i have to keep my month shut when she is around.
I Hate her and i have never hated anyone ever i feel angry that she makes me feel this way. i'm pissed
of that my close friend who hates me now but talks to her still. I am still fond of him but will never say it.
There is a guy i like and i am terrified she will find out. I Did'nt invite her to my birthday party and wouldnt
go to hers. She Tries to be my friend and talks to me but i cannot get over it. I told her how i felt but she
didnt care and is not sorry. i wish she would leave the school or just go away and pretend she doesn't
know me. I have a close gf now and most of my mates are guys because i am so over the bitchy thing.
Its not my scene i dont want to be rude and i still talk to her if she speaks to me but i do not want to
see her socially. I just keep biting my tonuge and be single while she is around.
i hate her i hate her i wish she can leave my life. and shes ugly
