I, myself believe that there is a god/allah up there and everywhere. The question that bothers me every time asks me is whether i will go to heaven or hell because the answer depends on your actions in life, similar to how you study hard you kind of know your passing.
So how is your actions in life and where are you going ?...
Well think i will go through Purgatory because my biggest sins are sex, lying and forgetting to pray sometimes...but i'm still thankful for god and kind to people so thats whats helping atm...