I know it sucks,I'm bored of out my ass right now.There's nothing on here in NY at 12:58am going to be 1 soon,maybe I'll watch the Twilight Zone in a few,I like watching the original black and white one's.
well long story short my boy calls me up on a sunday and wants me to come over i am like i am kind of busy tonight so he said fine send me a text message tomorrow before you come over my ex is going to be here but i keep my phone in my pocket and i answer it
Next day comes and i sent him text message and i get a response from him saying that it was his friend ricky and he just got my message about wanting to ****. I replied that message was for chris who the **** is this supposly his ex was over and had trired to pretend that the he was ricky sending me the message. Than i get text message from someone else saying saba wtf is going on with you and ricky i send him one back and i say what the **** are you talking about he said there is a text message from this number saying you want to sleep with ricky.
So i get a call from him a few minutes later and he was was like quit bull******** me and i said i am not the number is not even ricky ****ing number and he was like you must have called it to set something up with ricky i am like your being a total dumb**** call the guy who number it is called me back and he said you have the wrong text number and i apolgize if you dont beleive me call the number back and let me know
He send me another text message few minutes later saying you where right it was not ricky number and i reply back screw you chris for not beleiving me now go **** your ex
he responds back saying and was like what makes you think i want to **** my e he is and **** and he was like do you still want to come over. i was livid mad and did not want anything to do with him but i wanted to give his ex a piece of my mind. So i agreed he like i called ricky up and we strighten some **** out
I show up at his house a few mintues later and walk up to ricky and i said sorry about missing the text about me wanting to **** you i was going over to chris house. (come to find out ricky was at work the whole time and did not even have his phone) He gives me a blank look and was like wtf i never sent the message i am like hmm i wonder who could it it..
The ex finally fesses up and i get in her face and i say wtf is your damn problem. Chris grabs my arm and tries to pull me back and he was like calm down dear i say i dont want to stay the **** out of this it is between me and her and i told her why do you have to be such a bitch and try to get in the middle of ****. Does it piss you off that i am with chris if you want him you can have him. She like no than i asked her does this have to do with the fact that chris moved on and found someone better she was like no not that either . I think you two make a cute couple so i asked her what was her ****ing problem than she was like i dont want you to be new mother in her sons life. I was like i am not trying to be the new mother is her little boys life i am just wanting to be with chris and if his little boy need someone to talk to he can talk to me she apolgized for getting in the middle and he left
Than i turned to chris and said you asked me why i am so ****ing mad at you i tell why i spent all my time sitting here and supporting you and **** and you take your ex word over mine who has constantly dogged you over and over and called you a horrible father ever chance she gets. You totally ****ed up this time normally i would forgive you but not this time as i am packing up my **** to leave i hear him turn to ricky and say i really ****ed up and he was like just give her some space and she come around and i give ricky a hug and leave
Few weeks go by and we dont even talk. He shows up at my school once with a bag of semential stuff asking if me could talk even though deep down i was still mad at him i like i my mom always has told me to be forving if someone admits they have ****ed up and i hear him out and he leaves and we dont talk again for another 2 weeks and i finally call him up and say even though i am stll quite pissed at you i forgive you
Thanks dear hugs one his ex best friend has betrayed him in the past so i can kind of see where he coming from. That being said yeah i should have waited longer for me to forgive him.
His friend ricky a while back after this incident had a talked to him and about breaking it off with me saying that even though your girl forgive you need to let her go and spread her wings. I know she carese abot you and vise versa but i am sick of you ****ing up and than calling me to come fix ****. I know you care about her but your actions dont show that. me ricky and chris we all sat down and we finally came to the conclusion we should all take a break and remain friends for now.
Which we did we split up for a good two months after that but than his friend calls me up afte the blue one day and was like i think i made a mistake when i told chris to end it with you. I am not going to lie my plan was initally to hook up with you soon after all the **** has settled. I saw chris a few weeks ago and he was not the same the sadness in made me realize how badly i ****ed up. I decide to meet up with ricky and suprise chris a few days later we all talked it out andt things where sorted and it all good now .
Our realtionship is so messed up at times but everyone that seen us toghter at some point or another knows that deep down we really care about each other
i know i bitch about him a lot lol but deep down he really is amazing guy and does treat me like a lady but his actions some times are louder than his words
yeah it is that is what keeps both of us going day in and day out no matter how bad things gets
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