I dont know if anyones posted
but here are the BTGOG lyrics 

(found on tumblr so its kind of messy)
I was 27 surviving my return to saturn
a long vacation didn’t sound so bad 
was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting
running on empty so out of gas 
thought I wasn’t enough 
found I wasn’t so tough 
laying on the bathroom floor 
we were living on a fault line 
and I felt the fault was all mine 
couldn’t take it any more 
by the grace of god 
I picked myself back up 
I put one foot in front of the other 
and I looked in the mirror and 
decided to stay 
wasn’t gonna let love 
take me up….that way 
I thank my sister 
for keeping my head above the water 
when the truth was like swallowing sand 
now every morning hope 
there is no more morning 
oh I can finally see myself again 
I know I am enough 
possible to be loved 
it was not about me 
now I have to rise above 
let the universe call the bluff 
yeah the truth will set you free 
by the grace of god 
I pick myself back up 
I put one foot in front of the other 
and I looked in the mirror and 
decided to stay 
wasn’t gonna let love 
take me up….that way 
there ain’t no 
not in the name
in the name of love
that way 
there ain’t no 
I am not giving up 
by the grace of god 
I picked myself back up 
I put one foot in front of the other 
and I looked in the mirror
looked in the mirror 
By the grace of god
I picked myself back up 
I put one foot in front of the other 
and I looked in the mirror
And decided to stay 
wasn’t gonna let love 
take me up that way