Member Since: 2/16/2012
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Originally posted by TheLlamaNetwork
To those to which this applies to (I'm banned from the Applause thread so I would have posted this there if I could):
Over the past couple of weeks I've been dealing with something in my life that has changed me.. Over the last two days, it got out of hand.. But I'll get to that in a minute.. First off I would like to start off with this: I had a best friend whose name was Athena.. Closest friend I had for a while.. Loved her to death, and really had a crush on her.. Well she knew this because I've told her.. Anyways the past couple of weeks I've had to deal with her having sex with another guy, giving head to other guys, etc.. Plus lets add onto that she has been lying to me alot lately.. Well anyways last Monday (9/16) I decided to secretly distance myself from her.. Anyways, supposedly from what she told me yesterday, she was gonna ask me out (here's where I think she was lying again).. So on Wednesday (9/18) she told me about some stuff and I was proud of her, then I got the following text: "Oh I have a date this Saturday".. Mind you that Saturday was her Birthday and I had asked originally to be with her on that day.. Anyways I felt really crushed, my heart was broken, so many thoughts going through my head.. So I texted her after crying for a few hours saying that she doesn't actually love me like she said she does, and that we should distance ourselfs from each other.. Well she apparently cried when she read that.. I get a message after school ends for her that she does love me but doesn't know how to like love someone back because she's never had someone actually love her before, and that we should distance ourselfs.. Ok, fine.. Yeyyyyy.. Saturday comes, the date gets canceled, never hear about the guy again.. Hmmmm.. Lets skip to Tuesday (9/24) night and I'm joking around like I usually do on one of her statuses, and all of a sudden, the one guy says, "oh so you're the crazy ex stalker friend kinda guy".. Eye's wide open, I message her going in a RAGE!! Beyond pissed she's talking about me behind my back.. So this is where it gets out of hand.. I message a couple of the guys that are my friends that shes done stuff to, explain what shes done to me in the past, and by surprise she has done it to them too.. Oh boy, I got so much on her now.. So she then blocks me on facebook.. So I go on a rage in texts to her.. She threatens to file harassment charges on me.. I chill for the night to collect what I want to say the next morning.. I send a huge message saying don't mess with me or my feelings, I have more **** on you that can get you sent to jail and your family to jail so don't even think you can get away with filing harassment charges on me.. And it ended with us both blocking each other on facebook, she not even been on facebook for two days, and I'm guessing depressed.. And honestly, I don't feel upset about it..
To sum things up regarding you monsters, I've been kinda a jerk to you all by mistake during all of this.. Most of the older members know I am not like this nor was I ever like this.. And I want to say I'm very sorry about it.. I'm still kinda messed up from all of this, but I just wanted to let you all know whats been going on and why I've been acting like I have.. I'm sooooo sorry.. I really hope you all can forgive me.. 
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On the subject of ARTPOP, I'm gonna need Swine in my life ASAP along with any other Zedd & Madeon song.. Slay me Gaga slay me  |
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I've been converted. 