This year. I feel so happy, I'm not depressed anymore, I'm meeting people in lots of different ways, I live in a great country now...life couldn't get better.
i was okay basically until i graduated from highschool
ever since i got into university it was almost impossible for me to have good grades (i was almost an A student back in highschool) , i got into couple of failed relationships, then because of all that **** i managed to get myself in a chronic depression phase thats been coming and fading through the time.
in 2012 it got worse when i fell hard for this person who told me they only see me as a friend. the depression got so severe that i almost got serious suicidal tendencies 4-6 times each month.
heartbreak and depression are something i wouldnt wish even to my enemies
Right now is some tough ****. A lot of money issues, dealing with who I am as a person and all that. I think next year will be my year, I'll have my license and money for a car so I can start job hunting and saving for my own home. It's just this wall I'm climbing rn thats real tough.
to answer the question... I really don't know. I've been moderately happy but never...overjoyed?!? I was probably the happiest at 15.