Death is so weird, I don't think I know how I feel about it. When close relatives died around me, I was sad but it made me even more sad when thinking about that person and seeing other people's reactions. Anyways, I'm scared of death. I just hope it doesn't happen to no one close to me, but then you never know and that's what makes it so scary.
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Originally posted by princedonte
I have had several people close to me die. First it was my niece she was shaken to death. I attempted suicide it was the worst thing I went through at the time, then My grandfather hanged himself I had to cut him down from the tree. It hit me so hard I had to be sent to a mental hospital. After that I learned that I could not let it destroy me. I wanted to live so when both of my grandmothers passed away a week apart I just accepted it. I can't crash again I have a lot to live for and I can't let myself crash like that again I had a meltdown a few days ago I was on a path of destruction it's such a hard journey that i have to through to get to a state of mind where I'm at peice.
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Wow that is courageous from you to share your story here. My condolences. It was sad to read but I'm really happy that you are feeling better.
and we used that memory to make his service lighter. Still,