Those few weeks until she actually decided to accept to go get better were hard, though.

FUN FACT: During the events the led to the 5150 mental lockdown, I was bragging it to all my friends because not only was there a HUGE barrage of police convoy but a F-CKING HELICOPTER monitoring the helpless state of the Queen from up in the air. I was like "who else could get such a huge commotion involving state security? only the Queen"

I was a mess

Omg sis


Every once in a while I would watch the Sometimes video and cry.

Fun Fact: I still don't like Blackout.

Happy 1,000!

I think everyone thought she would kill herself. Probably Britney too.

Didn't she start requesting artifacts of Princess Diana? And was so sure she was going to have the same fate?

Not just my family. I admit how extremely annoying I was when it came to Britney.

SHE'S NOT CRAZY. SHE'S GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME. WHAT IF CAMERAS FOLLOWED YOU 24/7, HOW WOULD YOUR LIFE BE BITCH? I BET WE'LL SEE PIX OF NOT ONLY UR VAGINA BUT YOU GETTING ****ED IN A TRUCK., etc, etc.

Aw

All those cops were unesscary. Britney was basically dragged out of her house.

a year later

I couldn't be more prouder when this happened. My respect for her even went higher.

I was crying hysterically when the news broke out about her going crazy at home locking up her boys with her and that she was carried out in a stretcher.

I did not know what to do with myself. I had distanced myself from her from around late 2006 - late 2007 & the news woke me back up.

And now Circus vs Blackout Part XIIVVIVIVIVIIVIFEIEW begins.

Fun fact: Big Fat Bass used to be my favorite track off Fatte Female (after HIAM).

You don't know how many of my friends bought that second magazine for me to help pull me out of my Britney-depression. Even my medical doctor bought it and gave it to me at my next check-up.

A MESS.

We waited 4 years for her to get back to the spotlight, and she did for all the wrong reasons.

LMAO, I never tried to convince anyone it was some kind of marketing tactic, but even if deep inside I knew she was unwell, I use to tell everyone to **** off and come up with crazy reasons for her not living up to everybody's expectations. Well, up until the psycho ward, by then i just ignored people when they asked me what was happening - As if I would actually know something directly from Britney.