I tried to get back with the person I first dated many times.

Of course. But I've done the rejecting too (which can also be really hard).

I've also done the breaking up & and have been broken up with. It's hard to remember not to take it personally.

He's an asshole

I hope you will meet meet someone nice soon (or have you already?)

Yes. It was horrible, one of the worst moments of my life tbh.

She said I was "too cute" and broke my heart. Since then I have no self esteem and never even tried to kiss anyone anymore, also it made me despise relationships.

I haven't met someone special yet, but plenty of someones have met me.

Plus, no worries here. I've got the rest of my life to worry about being alone, so why do it now?

Never actually, I've always played the game well and let him make signals too and make it so that he makes the first move

My coworker would ask to **** me all the time. I made his dick hard. He told my closest work friend that he wanted to **** me. When I stopped playing hard to get he stopped flirting with me and said he didn't want to **** me because it's unprofessional. Fast forward two months later and he is dating/****ing one of our coworkers. I am glad I didn't **** him because he would have gotten emotionally attached and apparently he is not even good at ****ing.

That would require the balls to make an advance in the first place.

Im never the one doing the asking I have rejected people though and i hate hate hate having to

no

Yes. It absolutely sucks. Currently trying the "you don't know what you got till its gone" strategy with the girl I'm currently FWB with, hoping I might be able to date her

I'm too chickensh-t to do anything tbh.