First off, I'd like to say that I don't give a **** about how many WPs I get. What I have to say is so much more important than keeping this site "in check".
So today, one of my friends wanted to do something with me. Like something sexual. He wanted him to be my first. So we started kissing, and he stopped. He wouldn't stop saying mean things to me. He wouldn't stop telling me how bad I was. And the whole way home, it got worse. Needless to say, I wanted to go off the side of the road.
But that's not the important thing. I felt so sick and so hopeless that I just wanted to die. I didn't wanna see another day. So, just like all of the other times I've felt depressed, I went on littlemonsters.com to write a post saying how bad I felt. Like, I just wanted to find the nearest bridge. I felt so worthless. I felt like I was of no use to the world. I was just so low in my life.
When I checked littlemonsters.com again, a bunch of people replied with amazing messages. "You're beautiful." "Please don't die, we need you." "Stay strong and be brave." You know, everything so amazing like that. And when I read all of it, I broke down. I was just so surprised that people who don't even know me can be so kind and so loving. And they replied to my post through Gaga's very own social media app.
I have no friends who would be willing to talk to me about what happened today. But everyone on littlemonsters.com wanted to talk and said amazing things. And you know why? It's because of Gaga. She has spread love throughout her whole fanbase.
After that, I watched a few inspirational YouTube videos of Gaga talking about being bullied and crying and everything. And it was the same thing that happened when I read the replies on lm.com--I started crying. I felt so close to her. Like, she is so amazing. I can't even begin to describe how loving and caring she is for everyone, even me. It just amazes me.
So basically, Gaga saved me. I believe that God gave her to me so that I could see who I really am and not pull the plug. I don't think that anyone can top what Gaga has done for me. She is truly amazing.
I don't give a **** if you post a rude comment. Do it and see where it takes you. I just wanted to share about how amazing this woman is.
I'm glad you could find a savior and you were able to pull yourself out of the situation.
Stay strong babe!
Gaga's message is great and she does a lot for young people, especially those with some degree of insecurity. Good for her and I'm glad it helped you.
