I always blush when I give presentations even though I'm not really nervous, and my sensitive fair skin amplifies it 10x so I look like a ****ing apple. Now that I've started tanning it better tone it down
Also I'm only like 5'8" and my nose bothers me in a few places.
I always blush when I give presentations even though I'm not really nervous, and my sensitive fair skin amplifies it 10x so I look like a ****ing apple. Now that I've started tanning it better tone it down
Also I'm only like 5'8" and my nose bothers me in a few places.
Weird I don't really like my hair either, this summer I plan on doing that Zayn type hairstyle where it's short on the sides and big on the top to change it up.
I hate how I feel so insecure with the gay community about EVERYTHING about myself - whether it's my weight, my teeth, my hair, my face, my music taste, my interests, my clothes, I feel like nothing is good enough for a guy.
I basically can't eat desserts because I tend to be fat so I have to take care with what I eat to keep a good body while everyone around me eats like pigs and don't get fat.
My big ears, big nose, big lips, smile, voice, awkward body posture, overbite, my forehead being too big, over analyzing everything/caring too much what other people think, my shyness and antisocial behavior.
Character wise: I get annoyed way too easily sometimes, let people take advantage of me, too shy and awkward to the point where it's hard for me to do simple everyday tasks at times, I get jealous when I have no reason to be, I compare myself to others, I have no self esteem at all, I'm way too sensitive and let everything bother me, even the littlest of things that happened years ago will still bother me to this day, how antisocial I can be, how pessimistic I am, how I'm so addicted to the Internet, I'm extremely indecisive, I get way too attached to people, I procrastinate like hell and I wait until the last second to do literally everything, how I have no motivation to do hardly anything anymore, the list goes on.