Like 10 or 11, but I still hid it like even online. I thought someone would know me and then rat me out. I'm still not out in real life other than to my parents though. So keep it a secret.
I think I've always liked guys. I used to think I liked girls as well, so I thought nothing of it, but eventually I realized that my fondness for girls just stemmed from platonic love. I think the last time I had a crush on one was in either sixth or seventh grade, which was also when I learned about being gay, so I was able to piece the puzzle together pretty quickly after that.
like at age 7-12 I went through a phase of do I like boys or do I like girls?
At 13 I realized that I am genuinely attracted to men (much older men actually). But I never embraced my sexuality until I was 16. I still have daily battles with it but its become to that point where Im fully comfortable with it.
I remember looking up a bunch of gay **** when I was like 8. Before that, I remember having a giant crush on some kid in my school named Jake in pre-school, though.
Like 10 or 11, but I still hid it like even online. I thought someone would know me and then rat me out. I'm still not out in real life other than to my parents though. So keep it a secret.
Well I remember since I was a kid that I was a very gay protector (everyone around me was sooo homophobic) and I didnt knew why people were soo mean.
At age of 12 I find out I was gay after watching some of my brother's straight ****. For some reason the dudes from those ****s really turned me on but the girls not so much. Then when I realised, I was exploring the gay world and never left it
I'm still not out in real life other than to my parents though. So keep it a secret. 
Before that, I remember having a giant crush on some kid in my school named Jake in pre-school, though.