I will crack because I have a short temper, and am sensitive.

The most I think would happen is I would have a mental/physical breakdown like Mariah did and be sent to a Hospital.

I'm too scared to ever commit the big "S" lol.

It's worth it to me tbqh, a few hard struggles in life that everyone knows of because you're famous but the rest of life is a breeze and much easier than the average life.