Nothing I say will turn the tide, but I want you to know I care and really hope that Thursday's appointment and the ones after it will do some good and the sadness will lessen in intensity over time.

If you're agonizing over the appointment, try not to -- when I had to talk to somebody for something a few years ago, it totally wasn't the hardship I was expecting it to be. Hopefully it'll be beneficial for you too. Good luck!!

Yes, but I've never had a big, traumatic thing happen in my life yet.

No. I explode on people. I have the worst temper ever.

You're such a sweetheart. Bless you. And thanks for the advice.

yes, but I feel like I'm going to explode soon

I've kept my anger in since I can remember

Being nice to randoms online is my way of repenting for acting like a misanthropic jerk IRL.

Kidding! I am really nice, but only to people who are awesome, and I like your posts a lot and have laughed alone at my laptop way too many times because of the funny ones to not care about your well-being. So there.

only if i want to..right now im pretty lazy so i let my emotions interfere with my everyday activities

Yes. By ATRL-ing or chatting with my friends Another way is by trying to write poetry.