I rarely ever write personal songs. I mean, I can but I don't really care for writing about my personal life.
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Those were horrible, horrible times for me; from physical/mental abuse, to having no kind of stability (financial needs and constantly moving), to being a loner and being bullied at school, to getting kicked out of school and going to partial schools, to being gay, to having two absent parents, my time as a child and teenager were really depressing. I was actually clinically depressed and suffered from social anxiety as well. I just prefer to write about other things...
Writing is a form of escape for me, which is why I tend to write in a narrative style or about characters in books, movies, or tv shows. So, I chose to write about Alessa from Silent Hill.