It's just a natural thing for me to be awkward. People approach me in the most caring, non-threatening way and I retaliate in the most awkward, scared way. I sound like a mouse or something when I say Hi to them and my arm is like a noodle when I shake their hand. It's just.... And I KNOW that I'm being awkward and I KNOW that I come off as distant and cold but I can't really do much about it. It's just part of me at this point in my life.
I have a thing where I freak out when people ask me questions.
I also hate being in public spaces with friends because I feel like everyone's is staring at me
Ever since middle school. I don't really know what happened, in elementary school I literally would not shut the **** up and was that annoying kid who commented on everything. Then we got to middle school and I became quiet and scared of everybody I act like I dislike everyone who talks to me by not saying a lot or looking at them, even if I actually do like them. And I have a habit of saying "what?" after every single thing somebody says to me, even if I understood them perfectly
Yeah
I've been better for a few months now, but I'm still socially awkward. When somebody who I don't know asks me a question, I answer fast without thinking, and say some messed up **** .
Ever since middle school. I don't really know what happened, in elementary school I literally would not shut the **** up and was that annoying kid who commented on everything. Then we got to middle school and I became quiet and scared of everybody I act like I dislike everyone who talks to me by not saying a lot or looking at them, even if I actually do like them. And I have a habit of saying "what?" after every single thing somebody says to me, even if I understood them perfectly
Exactly like me.
I mean I always say It. I think my friends think I'm dumb or sth
And I KNOW that I'm being awkward and I KNOW that I come off as distant and cold but I can't really do much about it. It's just part of me at this point in my life. 
