Oh. So I had the weirdest ****ing dream last night, gorls. 
I dreamt that I started talking to some guy on Scruff (like Grindr, but better for those of you that 
are in denial don't know).. and when he sent me his face pic - it was Brandon. 
So I was shocked because I knew he was engaged to the queen 
But he was so hilarious that I couldn't stop talking to him. And he sent gorgeous pics. I never told him that I was a KC stan because I didn't want to scare him away. Then I felt so conflicted because I knew I couldn't have anything with him because of the queen and I was NAWT going to be the reason they broke up.. I could see the headlines and Kelly getting dragged on ATRL (

).. but I really just wanted to keep talking to him. So I was a flop, conflicted stan. 
THEN. We met up somewhere and he told me face to face that the queen was noticing he was getting distant with her and he wanted to be with her so he had to stop talking to me. And though I was sad, I was glad he wasn't a piece of **** to cheat on the queen - even if it was with me 
