My face in the mirror.

when i had to get out of bed this morning and it was cold

I saw this couple holding hands while I was out today and it made me think of me and my ex and how we used to do that. It made me sad because it reminded me of lifeless and non existent my love life is.

When my uncle died on Saturday

I'm also feeling a bit sad tbh, don't really know why though I just feel...sad/empty

I'm feeling sad because I feel like I'm not achieving anything in life and the future doesn't seem too bright for me.

talking to my ex

The world didn't end yesterday.

Listening to Emotions by Destiny's Child 20 minutes ago made me sad. it made me start thinking about how blessed i am and how the fact that I ignore that WILLFULLY is sad...

...if that makes sense.