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Originally posted by Nikko
Are you happy with your life right now? If yes, why? If not, what would make you happy?
I am not really happy with my life, though I've told nobody about it. I just wish I had more friends and to have more things to do in my spare time.  Otherwise, my family loves me and is always there for me - I'm thankful for that.
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All of this for the most part.
But I feel that my "friends" and family love me for the fake me. I am not out yet. I am frightened at what my family may think or do. And everyone tells me "they will still love you" and stuff like that. But they don't know how my parents are...they truly hate gays. It is so hard to live a lie every single day.