My great grandmother passed away in June.

Dear Old Nicki...

My dog died earlier this year

No, but my boyfriend's Mum died one day before his birthday in January. That was hard.

My grandma's eldest sister died.
One of our cats died along with her unborn babies earlier this year. We also have one cat that went missing a month ago and we presume he's dead.
My aunt's father died. Although we are not related by blood, they used to take care of me sometimes when my parents were at work.

My pup.

My aunt, next week...

I'll get over it, but I'm scared about what it will do to my father (her brother) and my grandparents

Yeah. My Granddad died in July, about a day before I had to leave to go down to London to perform in the Olympics Opening Ceremony.

The only bad part of an otherwise simply amazing year.

But we were expecting it for quite a while so it helped lessen the pain.

This could be happening to me soon

Maternal grandmother (who I was very close to) died suddenly in May and my paternal grandmother is very sick at the moment. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't make it to Christmas