Sometimes. I used to be so confident and social. I'm more mature now but have self esteem issues.

yes before i got addicted to the internet

I was awkward, never stood up for myself, and had no voice at all. Never, I enjoy the person that I am now.

If I could keep my level of maturity and life experience but go back to an earlier stage in my life again, then that would be on the day I inscribed to university, when I was 19. Because today, I'd know a lot better what to inscribe to, and I'm hopeful I'd be able to be disciplined enough to attend university classes, study for exams and just go through with it.

But who am I kidding, I'd probably screw up my own life again. I'd know what was coming for me and still not really try to do better this time. I'm such a failure at life.

No. As egotistical as it might sound I like myself better as time goes on.

I don't even know the real me, i used to be sweet i miss that me, now im quite a mean person to people I don't like.

but the old me never left the house for a year and got too attached to internet people.
I prefer this mean me, bc she can drive, in a relationship, ready to move out

Nope. I had a lot of lack of confidence in the past.

No. I was even more stupid than I am now.

This.

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I used to. Maybe I still do a little.

I'm not sure if what I've become is all that bad.

NOT at all. I hate the old me I was terrible, at least I know myself now