So I have a really long story.
I started college as a sophomore(in highschool).
In the spring of my sophomore year this gorgeous girl transferred into the school(she was a highschool junior).
I was so skinny, and awkward and I was in love witH her.
I'm so nervous so I did what I usually do when I like a girl.... I ended up becoming her ****ing "gay" best friend.
I loved her. I started changing myself to become better for her. I started acting more masculine, I started caring about fashion, I started working out..l just because I loved her.
But she never noticed me .
At the end of her junior year I got up the courage to ask her out. She had just broken up with her boyfriend and I didn't want to leave with these feelings in my heart.
Long story short she said yes.
So flash forward 1 year. She was a horrible girlfriend(my first real one). She complained about everything about me, tried to control me, and would never suck my dick .
So, BECAUSE OF HER, I started loving fashion. I told her I was interested in going to college for it. She opposed vehemently. Long story short, I applied without telling her( or anyone for that matter), got in and didn't tell her until after I graduated from high school.
I'm smart and was supposed to go to Princeton or Stanford and become a lawyer/politician while she went to UT and because a lawyer too. She planned out Our whole life. When I told her... Finally... She told me that she knew I was a f*ggot and dumped me. She got a new boyfriend in a week and hasn't talked to me since.
I cried for weeks and I think I still love her.
She is so perfect for me; tall, skinny, witty, perfect in everyway.
I'm crying just thinking about her
OMG !!!! What kind of stupid *******,*********,******* ??!!! He deserved the beating up part tho. Ain't know body got time for such losers.
I wish you that your new love will treat you right and will respect you like you deserve to !!
In high school, (For those of you who read the "Are Kids more soft nowadays?" thread, this is after that incident happened) there was this girl that I was madly in love with. Like nuts. The problem was that she was in an Ike and Tina/Chris and Rihanna type relation ship where he used to beat on her, and like drag her by her hair and ****. Lets call him Maurice. So it get to a point where Maurice ends up yanking her wrist so hard it tears tendons and pops her wrist so far outta shape that she needed surgery, and apparently she took that as a sign to break up with him. This was in June, she spends the July and August in the States getting her wrist fixed, and comes back like in October.
So ya boy, who is madly in love with this girl decides to hit her up (figuratively) and see whats good. So were in the stairwell talking, and just like that she starts kissing me I'm like "damn, that was easy, and we're making out and ****, I ask her to be gf she says yes etc etc.
3 weeks later she's sucking Maurice's dick in the science lab.
long distance relationships suck so much you guys have an entire ocean between you does he feel the sameway about you?
They really do.
And I'm not really sure. I'll bore you with details.
We met over a year and a half ago now and really hit it off. I instantly got feelings for him, to the point of him being all I thought about.
Then we just kinda stopped talking for gods knows what reason. But thankfully we got back in contact months later and he declared his love for me. I was soooo happy, as obviously I felt the same way.
Anyway, we discussed & agreed to go into a long distance relationship. But not long afterwards I found myself still acting Single. The long distance was really hard for me. I wasn't getting what I needed. I felt I didn't even have a boyfriend. So i ended it and we stopped talking AGAIN for a few months.
Now to quite currently, he got back in contact with me saying he still thought about me and how we don't talk anymore. Yet again, I felt the same and was overjoyed that he had contacted me.
But then after that he made no effort whatsoever to talk to me or stay in contact. So I confronted him about it and we got to casually talking like we used to. He said "Love you" when saying goodbye but it felt very friend-ish kinda love now. I wasn't feeling the same passion behind it from when he used to say such a thing.
And now to this present day, we've not talked again for a few days. And unless I send him a message we probably won't speak for a while. But I'm sick of always making the effort, I feel clingy because of it.
So there ya go. It's quite complicated, I know.
Sorry for practically telling you my life story.
Well, my love story is kinda long. (intro) Such a roller coaster, I might as well write a novel about it. But yes, there was some parts that were terrible as asfdghsklhgag, but you know, it's never too late to give love a chance. Maybe if I could share my Tumblr blog here and you can read my earlier posts, I guess it would've been hard to think that I got past through those stuff. Although I have to say, I'm still with the guy who broke my heart for 7 months [insert story here (includes cheating, betrayal of a fu**** friend, anger from both, sh*t, hurtful words, more sh*t)] and we're doing really good now.
And I'm not really sure. I'll bore you with details.
We met over a year and a half ago now and really hit it off. I instantly got feelings for him, to the point of him being all I thought about.
Then we just kinda stopped talking for gods knows what reason. But thankfully we got back in contact months later and he declared his love for me. I was soooo happy, as obviously I felt the same way.
Anyway, we discussed & agreed to go into a long distance relationship. But not long afterwards I found myself still acting Single. The long distance was really hard for me. I wasn't getting what I needed. I felt I didn't even have a boyfriend. So i ended it and we stopped talking AGAIN for a few months.
Now to quite currently, he got back in contact with me saying he still thought about me and how we don't talk anymore. Yet again, I felt the same and was overjoyed that he had contacted me.
But then after that he made no effort whatsoever to talk to me or stay in contact. So I confronted him about it and we got to casually talking like we used to. He said "Love you" when saying goodbye but it felt very friend-ish kinda love now. I wasn't feeling the same passion behind it from when he used to say such a thing.
And now to this present day, we've not talked again for a few days. And unless I send him a message we probably won't speak for a while. But I'm sick of always making the effort, I feel clingy because of it.
So there ya go. It's quite complicated, I know.
Sorry for practically telling you my life story.
It's fine !! Don't worry about that you can always PM me if need someone to talk to or just let everything out. Obviously I don't know him and that's why could interpret his behaviour in a wrong way but it's defintely not ok to put 0 effort in a relationship. When you're in love with someone you should always try to keep the relationship alive. Did you guys ever talked about that? Did you ever me meet him?
In high school, (For those of you who read the "Are Kids more soft nowadays?" thread, this is after that incident happened) there was this girl that I was madly in love with. Like nuts. The problem was that she was in an Ike and Tina/Chris and Rihanna type relation ship where he used to beat on her, and like drag her by her hair and ****. Lets call him Maurice. So it get to a point where Maurice ends up yanking her wrist so hard it tears tendons and pops her wrist so far outta shape that she needed surgery, and apparently she took that as a sign to break up with him. This was in June, she spends the July and August in the States getting her wrist fixed, and comes back like in October.
So ya boy, who is madly in love with this girl decides to hit her up (figuratively) and see whats good. So were in the stairwell talking, and just like that she starts kissing me I'm like "damn, that was easy, and we're making out and ****, I ask her to be gf she says yes etc etc.
3 weeks later she's sucking Maurice's dick in the science lab.
That was ****ed up.
WTF that is just.... that is why you never try getting into relationships with people like that lmao
Well, my love story is kinda long. (intro) Such a roller coaster, I might as well write a novel about it. But yes, there was some parts that were terrible as asfdghsklhgag, but you know, it's never too late to give love a chance. Maybe if I could share my Tumblr blog here and you can read my earlier posts, I guess it would've been hard to think that I got past through those stuff. Although I have to say, I'm still with the guy who broke my heart for 7 months [insert story here (includes cheating, betrayal of a fu**** friend, anger from both, sh*t, hurtful words, more sh*t)] and we're doing really good now.
I read your post from the other thread and though AWW how cute then I read your new post and I hate how people have to ruin perfect things.
you guys have an entire ocean between you 
. 
But yes, there was some parts that were terrible as asfdghsklhgag, but you know, it's never too late to give love a chance. 
I hate how people have to ruin perfect things.