No. I try to enjoy where I am at everyday. everything seems better on the other side but then you realize it's just as Boring over there as it is right here.
I guess, I mean I'm just the kind of person that likes to take advantage of every opportunity. Last year, it was less than a month before the Monster Ball in Chicago and I had to buy my ticket, book the hotel, find transportation (it's 7 hours away), and get the money together just to make it because I realized that was my last chance of seeing it again.
Right now I feel like I'm missing out on everything exciting because I live in a small town so I never do anything. I know I'm going to look back and be sad I didn't live high school to the fullest but I'm bored.
Yes, all the time. Like today even, it was Halloween and I didn't go to any parties or anything. Whenever I'm at home by myself, I imagine everyone else is out having the time of their lives at some amazing party. Even if it's like 11 AM on a Tuesday when everyone is more likely then not at school or work or something completely non exciting.
Right now I feel like I'm missing out on everything exciting because I live in a small town so I never do anything. I know I'm going to look back and be sad I didn't live high school to the fullest but I'm bored.
It's one of the main reasons why I try to live life to the fullest. Whenever I have the opportunity to have fun, I take it.
Performing in the last High School Rally
Joining Choir - spur of the moment that changed my life for the better
Auditioning for the Spring Show
Just being social and having fun
Accepting almost every legit invite to a party that is close enough to get to.
A lot of the things i mentioned were opportunities I jumped on, even annoyingly ambitious about. And I'm glad I did them. My last two years of high school had so many more positive memories than the first two.
Yes, all the time. Like today even, it was Halloween and I didn't go to any parties or anything. Whenever I'm at home by myself, I imagine everyone else is out having the time of their lives at some amazing party. Even if it's like 11 AM on a Tuesday when everyone is more likely then not at school or work or something completely non exciting.
Basically this.
I mean I hate bringing up being gay but there really is no point in me going to parties when it's just straight ****ty girls and guys hooking up and having sex. I just go and drink a bit and sit around, it's pretty **** when theres no point in me even going to parties.
What I mean is, I feel like there is something going on somewhere, but I'm missing out on an opportunity to join in because I may not know a person or whatever.
I feel like all my friends are always doing some crazy, fun, memory-making things all the time whereas I work/do nothing. This probably isn't true, but it's what I feel.
Whenever I'm at home by myself, I imagine everyone else is out having the time of their lives at some amazing party. Even if it's like 11 AM on a Tuesday when everyone is more likely then not at school or work or something completely non exciting.
