His letter
Dear Facebook and Everyone On Facebook..
You Guys Wanna Know My Biggest Sectret, well here it goes.... When i was born, i was raised in a very religious family. My mother is a penticostal christian, and believes everything in the bible, i was raised to have those beliefs.. As i gotton older i realise that my life was basically controlled on other peoples thoughts and opinions on how God wanted to have his children to not sin and believe in him. I love God no matter what. But growing up, being told what to do, what to say, how to act, got me soo depressed and tired of life.. When i was in 8th grade.. I was tired of living, and tried to take my life. But then i wonder. Why am i letting this happen to me, letting the devil win is not gonna make my life any less easier. Trying to take my life, was the stupidest thing i could ever think of. Also being made fun of as i was growing up as a child. Being made fun of on how the way i look, and acted around others. Especially by my brother.. Really made me heart broken. I'm not doing this for attention or all of that stuff. I'm tired of not being myself. Tired of letting others controll who i am, and who i should become in the future.. I tried to give girls a chance sooo badly, but i ended up getting no where, i only done this because of my mother and cause Of God because you're not supposed to like the same sex.. I tried soo hard and hard to find that one special girl. But i can't because i'm not into girls. I'm into the SAME SEX... Soo basically every single person was right about me. And writing this on facebook is really hard because i haven't even told my mom i was gay... I'm crying right now cause i know i'm gonna lose really good friends for saying this. But i can't hide from the world no more. I'm sorry but i can't hide no more. I'm not asking you all to give me support or be their for me. I'm just trying to be honest with everyone and just be straight up real with everyone. I'm not gonna be bullied for finally sayin the truth. So if anyone gotta problem i will fight cause i ain't gonna be one of those guys who are pansies. I will go up to your face and knock you out in the face. So i hope i have the courage to go up to my mom and tell her this. But i know she is going to be sad and disappointed. But if she really did love me she would accept me. Well wish me luck and i'm still Joshua Roman, still myself but 100% honest with my well being. Hope you all accept me and not judge me. Cause this is really hard but i'll get used to it. Bye everyone.
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