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I wanted to tell you about my middle school years just so you know me better, I haven't really told anyone but here it goes, names will be changed:
"my middle school was terrible. at 6 grade camp, i was tormented by stephen and he spread rumors of me being gay, bc of avery. I HATE AVERY, he is the biggest b*tch. i wanted to punch him right in the face. he made everyone hate me, so i had no friends. i had nobody to sit with at lunch except daniel. they bascially made me hated by everyone in the school. calling me gay, when i told them im not, they kept saying boy, boys boys. I thought about suicide and running away. Many times I have actually become suicidal, trying to kill myself, hide away from everything. It was one of the worst times of my life.i couldnt go out with family to events school related bc i was afriad they would bully me also i wouldnt go out in public to school related events in middle school by myself, bc of the same reason. in 8th grade, it got worse, they called me worse names and my washington dc trip was horrible, i had to sleep on the desk and daniel had to sleep on the floor while both of the bullies we got paired up took the beds. it all goes back to avery. he spreaded the rumors, all because in 2 grade i was singing the i love u barney song. he spread it saying i was saying it to him..in which i was young and i wasnt singing it to him. which gained to spreading throughout my years, 2nd grade, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6-8th."
I sung the Barney song>Avery thought it was to him>he told everyone in the 2nd grade>it spread throughout my 3,4,5th years>6th grade camp Stephen heard about the rumor I sung that which now was taken as I was gay>I revolted saying no>he told the whole 6th grade I was gay>then the group of bullies took every friend I had, and made sure nobody liked me.
I have learned to overcome those rumors because rumors can hurt one. Recently I lead a camp group, for 6th grade camp, I was camp leader, but one of my kids was being bullied and rumors were spread from kid to kid about Brandon, at the end of 6th grad camp, he was crying his eyes out in the cabin, I went up to him, gave him a big hug, and told him my story, but without the cussing, he resembled me when I was a child, now I overcame these rumors and difficult matters. Now I try to Eli kids that are being bullied. It's not right, rumors do hurt people and can kill someone if they are taken too far.
Don't spread rumors.
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