I feel like I should've done this the second I decided to stay here and with help from Reeces, I'm going to do an apology.

I'm sorry for those of you who felt as if my farewell message thread was used for attention, I do see why you all would think that because I can see why it would look so. I think that the purpose of the thread was flawed when I started making decisions in it and posting in it. I think it was unfare for everyone to read that and then post their emotions and attitudes and expressing themselves. I hope you all who thought I did that thread for attention can forgive me and see that my intentions were purely to say farewell. I thought that for me to go and not let anyone know why I was going or everyone just assume why I left would be unfare to everyone, and that's why I made the thread. I wanted everyone to know why I was leaving, so they would'nt have to worry. I hope you all can forgive me and hopefully I didn't turn any friends I have on here away from me by doing this.

Sincerely,
Brandon (mariah_4life)

Well, theres nothing you must feel sorry about.
I mean, its OK and stuff, and yes, I forgive you.

Well, to be honest, by doin this thread, again they will try to attack you by saying its only for getting attention(again). I'm sorry, but I know, some might think that way.

I think you made an error by announcing this.....

If this has anything to do with the Zephyr thing, it's nothing to worry about.

The reason why people think you did this for attention is because we've seen it SO many times before. People would always make a thread, saying that they're leaving and then come back, like, a week later. I can say this because I did the exact same thing.

I can sense, though, that you really did mean to say goodbye. Obviously, you seeked SOME attention. Otherwise, the thread would have never been created. But I think some people(yes, Gerry, as much as I want you to bear my children, i'm looking at you) were just a tad bit harsh.

I'm not in any position to forgive you or not, i'm just offering my two cents.

Um...yeah. This wasn't necessary at all. You said you were sorry already in your blog. Now this proves what Zepher was saying all along.



But hey I did it too, just ask everyone who's been here in the past six months, ranting about my gay life.

I seriously didn't mean to apologize by making a new thread like the other one, maybe you could've done this in your blog

I think there was some people that got annoyed by your attitude (even if you didn't mean it) and those are the ones you need to apologize to.

WTF. "NO" winning in the poll.

I forgive you Brandon <3

im not really involved in this, but i think too many threads about your 'going away' have been made. it kinda looks like its for attention. :-\

Notice this poll is for you forgive him, not if you think he's honest.

This is ridiculous, I'm sure everyone forgive you for creating those threads. Although, you need to stop with these "I'm sorry?", "I'm not looking for attention.", or "Who is still mad at me?" threads. The more threads you created, the more attention ***** people think you will become. Just let it go, if you're going to stay then stay. Stop carrying this around as a huge deal.

Dude you're taking this forum wayyy too seriously

^I agree. People like you Brandon, but if you create threads to see if you still do, that answer's gonna be changed. It would be like me asking in a poll if people liked me. Or, better example, Kevin, Kely or Mike. Post it in your blog if you want to post it at all.

(That "^" was about NG not Nick)

Sorry Brandon but what XplicitNG said is true...:-/
It was unnecessary...creating a thread to say u werent sure if u leave pF or not?? It was obvious u wanted attention...

Besides u took that as if it was ur life...really really it went toooo far.

Answer to poll: NO (Sorry)

Just because I know you were serious about it for a while, I'll vote yes. But still, that wasn't necessary at all, man.

I forgive You!

Of course yes for me

50-50 in polls

Of course yes.

lol. yes

After thinking about it

I'm afraid I have to say No. You only really need to ask for forgiveness once, not three or more times. Maybe the reason Zephyr did what he did is to test you guys and some of you overreacted too quickly.