Monotony. I can't deal with it anymore. Unfortunately, it's an itch I can't scratch at the moment.
I need new friends and a new city to live in.
"I felt he found my letters, and read each one out loud"...Because sometimes it's necessary to quote Lauryn Hill.
But seriously, I feel the exact same way. Every few days I have to convince myself to not buy a one-way ticket somewhere and "start fresh". At least I'm not the only one.
I'm just having insecurity issues at the moment....and some relationship issues. Lately I've just been down and so depressed and I just feel like no one understands me....
One of our dogs died the other day and he was only like 4 months. It was from heat exhaustion. I was the only one home when it happened. But I'm beginning to get over it. But my little brother and sister who are away at camp still don't know.
I was ecstatic about summer break. I thought I needed a break from the work, and the people at school. I was stressed out. But within weeks of coming home I realized that it's really where I belong. I miss everyone and everything about college. All it was was me feeling bad about myself and sweating SUCH trivial ****. Ugh. Take me back.
One of our dogs died the other day and he was only like 4 months. It was from heat exhaustion. I was the only one home when it happened. But I'm beginning to get over it. But my little brother and sister who are away at camp still don't know.
I failed my exam. Which means I have to learn about rape, sexual assault, murder, manslaughter, robbery and all that **** AGAIN. The practice questions make me cringe.
I had a crush on a girl (who doesn't give me a **** yes and I felt in love) and now she loves me but idk what to do, I'm affraid... And I feel uncomfortable sometime with my life
