I'm not sure when my heart actually broke, but I was in love with my straight best friend (
) and it went so wrong. I'd probably say summer 2014 was the actual heartbreak, because after I told him we stayed friends but around then he told me he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. We have reconnected and are friends again, and I think I still love him, but I'm not in love with him anymore. I am a damn mess when it comes to relationships