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So I came across a hot guy on Myspace. His name is Matt. He's single and he's cute. I messaged him and maybe he'll talk to me. He lives near me too. I hope we meet.

There that is my blog.

By the way...I saw Snakes on a Plane and there were three hot shirtless guy scenes. They even had a dick shot.

Just kidding

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Enough about the horney side of me. SOAP was actually kind of gory. I was shocked at how gory it was in some parts. Do you guys want to read a spoiler?

Okay...the snakes started piling out of the place and people were scrambling to get out of the way to safety. This one guy fell down in the Isle and couldn't get up. A lot of people were stepping on him (over) him but this one girl....damn. She was wearing High Heels and literally stepped on the guys head. Ugh you can picture the rest. So gross.

I don't know what else I'll post in this blog...most likely my personal gay life since you guys love it so much...just kidding. I'll try to refrain myself from doing that. I'll just put up random stuff that happens I guess.

There it is people

my first Blog on PFFFF!

orange

Woo, guys! Have fun having crushes!
I have yet to see SOTP so I can't really say anything there.
You should use the blog to let out vents or to share stuff.

Nick

See yay now you have an outlet for these kinds of posts and if people don't want to read they don't have to ^_^

:On:

Do I have to avoid this blog or no?

charmed_kai

Oooh...that was one weird post.

xoxokely

i love this blog....hoe you'll meet matt

(can i have a picture of him? j/k)

and i like the dick shot on snakes on a plane...(in the public toilet scene)

►Liyoh◄

YAY ! u can post anything u want here!! feel free my fella

Vato

I'll definitely read this, i find your gay rants very interesting so i'll be checkin this out

Fireman25

oh boy this should be interesting

Departure

Well...today after work I decided to go to Best Buy to get like one or two cds. In the end I bought 5. But...that's not why I'm posting this. I spent like an hour just looking at random cds. Here's 4 of the cds I bought.

Kylie Minoque-Body Langague
Good Charlotte-The Chronicles of Life and Death
TLC-CrazySexyCool (Just realized this cd is over 10 years;1994

)
Ludacris-Chicken-n-Beer (I just need two more to finish my Ludacris series)

Okay...and this is why I'm obessed. I happened to come across this Jesse McCartney cd version of Right Where You Want Me. Now if you don't know me...I love him so obviously I already have this cd...got it on the first day. So after looking at this Special Edition (Cd + AVCD) I saw that the 2nd cd (besides his normal cd) (AVCD) contained this.

AVCD Part:
1. Format Data (Not Playable) WTF?!?

2. Because You Live (Video)
3. Beautiful Soul (Karaoke Video)
4. She's No You ("")
5. Because You Live ("")

Audio Part:
6. Beautiful Soul (Live from Japan)
7. Without You (Live from Japan)
8. I'll Try
9. Crush'n
10. One Way or Another
11. When You Wish Upon a Star
12. The second star to the right
13. Winter wonderland
14. Best Day of My Life (Karaoke)
15. Get Your Shine on ("")
16. Good Life ("")
17. What's Your Name ("")
18. That was then ("")

Anyways...sorry to bore you with the track list...but after listening to the audio part of the cd I realized When You Wish Upon a Star I've never heard before. I was in shock. I was like "Yipee I have another Jesse song

"

But...was it worth it to by the cd again just for the AVCD part? Well...not really. I just found out that AVCD only works on some DVD players. And the one I have doesn't work with it. I found a way to play it on the computer using Windows Media Player. But one of the videos sucks!! The beat doesn't go with the lyrics shown on the video

And I can't find a way to convert this to MPEG either

In the end...I should have known what I was getting into before obessing with Jesse. Damn...! Now I'm thinking about selling the original cd part for 5 bucks because I don't need two

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So today I got my paycheck and found out how much of raise I got involving my Manager raise + my review raise. And with both combined I got a frickin' .90 cent raise. DAMN! I went from a whopping 7.10 to 8. How sad. I was expecting to get a dollar raise for becoming a manger but no. And to top it off...the review raise was included with the 90 cent raise. I thought I was going to be making 8.35...but whatever. I am dissapointed. I was expecting so much more. I also found out that the highest rate a shift manager can make at Arbys is 10 dollars. So if I stay there long enough I could get there easily.

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I am getting stressed. Between two classes I have so much crap to do. I have this Written Business Communication class and she piled a bunch of crap for us to do. But thankfully I have a whole 7 days to get it done. Then I have Speech class where I have a couple assignments (including a stupid one) and that will suck. And plus to top it off I have to read chapters. And they are like 30 pages around. I also am taking Econmics but thankfully there is no HW in there. Just reading the textbook!

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So I finally talked to that guy Matt. He's very hot! We talked and gave each other phone numbers. We even discussed meeting each other tomorrow (Thursday). I would have to drive down where he lives since he doesn't drive. I don't know if it will happen though because I went to bed last night. Then I was gone the whole day today. And he hasn't signed on yet. Unless he get's on early tomorrow it won't happen. If I stay up a little longer maybe he'll show up. If you want to know his myspace, I can post it okay? And if we actually like each other, this will be my first relationship which is really weird since it's a guy not a girl. Wasn't expecting this. Anyways...hope you liked my 2nd update....

Fireman25

wow! good for you! I really hope this new year will start off really good for you.

charmed_kai

Wow.I'm hapy that you're hapy,Kevin.it's ok to obsessed with Jesse.I almost bought his cd but i bought others instead.

good that you're finally getting to know that Matt guy.Hope tis time,everything goes well..and the rest is up to your imaginations.

xoxokely

1. Format Data (Not Playable) WTF?!?

Jesse Mccartey :heart: Kely

xoxokely

btw, good thing you have talked to matt...and OMG im sure he is so hot...post his myspace

and on that mpeg i'm sure that there is a program to convert that

Departure

Thanks for the comments people...I appreciate them!

Departure

At least I think so. I just cried. I was listening to some music and I couldn't help but cry. I don't have any friends and I think that is why I cried. I just wish I could do something. I spent the whole day in my room today. 7:30am until 5:45pm in my room. I wish I could be with people. And the funny thing is...well not funny thing is...people who don't have a social life, die a lot younger than people who do. It's a fact. Anyways...I'm good now. I wiped away the tears and I'm feel fine now. At least I think so.

And I couldn't eat or anything. I would pick up a fork and I would drop it and yeah it was bad. I need friends

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Nick

ummm yeah you're depressed and maybe you should see a dr? or something?

Ace Reject

OH MY G*D Kevin. You are so me when I was fifteen it's unfunny. Like, now with depression?

JDM

You spent not even an entire day locked up in your room.

Try every day. It sucks, man.

Vato

"I just wish I could do something"

Umm you can do something. You go to high school right? Believe it or not that's the best place to find friends. Try small talk with people you meet in the hallways and stuff, like how's the weather or something like that. Then try to find something in common like "ohhh you like Jesse McCartney? i have his cd if you want to borrow it" or "wow you like soccer? maybe we can play together sometime". Believe it or not it works. And even if it doesn't, you still have other options: join a club, join the gym, find a job, crash a party, go to the park or the mall etc. All those places are filled with people you can become friends with. Sometimes it's not easy to approach people but just take it one step at a time.
I agree friends are very valuable and hard to find, but you're definitely not gonna find any if you spend 10 hours and 15 minutes in your room crying about it.
I was in your situation at one point in my life (true story) so I'm living proof that it's not impossible.