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@IBeme, I think you should have an hypnosis session so you can find out what happened to you, sometimes when you are just a child and you have a trauma, your main very often block that episode of your life and it only appears in dreams, my sister once told me that she thinks that someone physically abused her as a child (a relative of us) she has that feeling she remembers a bit but doesn't recall in fact what happened, she only has that feeling, she wanted to go to the psycologist so she can remember it but she is afraid, so the same maybe happened to you, but be aware because maybe you won't be able to handle the truth,
And you should confront your father because if he knows something and tries to tell you but he doesn't is like he is confusing you alot more, there is something strange about all of this.
People have told me that people with MKultra loves movies as The Wizard of OZ that have alot of illuminatti/masonery imagery. I want
Glamazon to tell me if there is a possibility that my brother in law has joined them or he was since his childhood he made his daugther see The Wizard of Oz since she was a child because it is his favourite movie , he
doesn't come from a wealthy family, but in 2012 he started working with a politician he is the mayor of a district and he started making alot of money he factured a million in a year that is surprising but now he is struggling again to make money but he lives to kiss the ass of this mayor he has invited him to his house and the mayor has invited him to his daughter's birthday party this year so i don't know, this mayor is very well known here in Peru and he is aspiring to be president in next elections
Scary! 
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but as I grew up I distanced from that a bit. I literally was only aloud to watch disney films (we have the entire disney collection at home) and especially Fantasea, Peter Pan, Hunchback of Notre Dam. I also remember despising wizard of oz but my mom always forcing me to watch it just because 