ok I have to hurry now. if I don't come back here in a few days then something happened to me. and I don't know what I expect you guys to do if something happens to me, you probably don't even believe me rn but something is very wrong and this is my trump card. i don't know what to tell you to do if i don't come back but i figure the more people that know then the less ground there is to cover. maybe this is just some delusion from the meds they have me on but i need to know that i didn't just lay here and die
so heres what i know:
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- I went to bed at 11pm on Tuesday, July 19
- I woke up around 2am and saw all the blood. I got up and looked around, trying to find the source but i didn't feel anything.
- next thing i know I'm here. and no one will tell me anything. not even my family
- all the doctors and nurses have accents, like thick ones. it sounds Russian but i don't think it is. i thought it was just the meds but my sister came in here earlier to give me my laptop and she didn't have one. the thing that doesn't make sense with this is: why am i just noticing this now? ive been here over a week. i saw the rest of my family yesterday too but i don't remember anything about the accents. i don't think they had them.
- she also told me I'm very sick and the prognosis isn't good. but i don't think i am. there were five doctors in here yesterday and they couldn't make heads or tails of anything. so why are they telling my family I'm very sick if they don't know whats going on? why wont even my family tell me anything other than that? why is nobody freaked out that i woke up in a pool of blood?
- i heard two nurses talking about surgery when i was fake sleeping awhile ago. i don't know if it was about me, though. i don't know what they would be performing surgery on though? my brain? maybe that's where all this is coming from.
- one of the doctors told my sister to go home awhile ago, after she brought me my laptop. the rest of my family isn't here.
don't forget about me if i don't come back. i have to go now