Seeing the green 'online' bubble next to his name and knowing he hasnt even seen my messages from Sunday makes me feel that weird feeling in my stomach... Is that even a natural feeling? No other living soul ever made me feel that way 😭
Edit: alright weirdly the messages just became 'delivered' but still not seen... I wanna throw up and i hate that i live like this now
Isnt it quite unlike a 21 year old to not go on facebook messenger between sunday noon and thursday afternoon despite logging on facebook quite a few times?
Lol 3 different people in my family asked me if I'm happy today... They know me so well but don't know me at the same time...
I really am not unhappy but I'm not exuding happiness like I usually do lately... I want the good me back lol
If 2 months ago someone told me I'd be head over heels for a blond guy with a slightly crooked mouth, a different kinda nose, blue eyes, who also happens to be religious, conservative, and basically a giant kid I'd go LOL at their face.
I have so little in common with him and he's far from the typical guys I find cute both in terms of looks and especially personality that it's turning me insane. It's also worth noting that I've only had any sort of feelings towards one other guy ever (very minor thing lol) while I had other minor stuff towards several girls... I didn't know I could feel this attached to a guy... esp not this one.
Lol 3 different people in my family asked me if I'm happy today... They know me so well but don't know me at the same time...
I really am not unhappy but I'm not exuding happiness like I usually do lately... I want the good me back lol
If 2 months ago someone told me I'd be head over heels for a blond guy with a slightly crooked mouth, a different kinda nose, blue eyes, who also happens to be religious, conservative, and basically a giant kid I'd go LOL at their face.
I have so little in common with him and he's far from the typical guys I find cute both in terms of looks and especially personality that it's turning me insane. It's also worth noting that I've only had any sort of feelings towards one other guy ever (very minor thing lol) while I had other minor stuff towards several girls... I didn't know I could feel this attached to a guy... esp not this one.
Is this about me, except you got my hair color wrong... (:
Im soooo happy. Hopefully I can balance classes with two jobs. I never had much of a social life anyway.
I'm a catch lol