Me: Only if u understand that, I might still be in love with Hugh :S
Him: I understand, its natural to have feelings towards someone you cared about in the past
Me: And I may be still hoping (even though like I'll ever have luck with someone hotter than denis)
Him: Hmm 😞 I understand, you have better luck with people than I do though
Me: Yeah and no, I mean I did have heaps of guys wanting me last night but they were not my type 😕 I just i keep going for people way Outta my league but never gonna snap out of it , I did get someone hotter then denis and I got greedy and now I can't even move on from it.
Even denis is a downgrade next to this person it's just not fair -.- I just hate having this feeling
Him: And no ones outta your league you're so beautiful. But Denis is famous and a great singer
Me: Denis is amazing and Will be mine one day. But hugh is prettier than denis like 10x urgh I dunno. Yeah I am but when 200 girls are chasing the same guy it's hard' no im not talking denis for once he has fans! So does this guy for his looks!
Him: Wow thats optimistic. I see and is it the hair that you like so much or?
Me: no! his hair is good! but he better looking if it was black tbh! but yeah he has not amazing hair, but no his face, his personality fact we were like too a like :S its hard to explain.
Him: Oh okay, and I thought that we were very much a like, just saying
Me: we were in music! but its hard to explain u wont get it...this guy was before you okay.
he was just perfect and had no idea what he saw in me but like I said 20000 girls like him like he will ever notice me in that day I said its like Denis and hugh will never like or notice me in that way Dx I ****ing should get my head outta my ass and relized im not that great looking
Him: We have more than music in common, like animals and humour and cartoons.
You're beautiful, but if they won't notice you others will
Me: omggg!! seriously I told u i cant get into anyone else atmmm its not gonna happen someone else is not gonna be out there that ill be attracted too
Him: I know, but none of us really know what tomorrow may bring or what the future holds
Me: yeah but who im expecting is gonna come because like I said I really am a nobody
Him: Well you are a somebody to me
Me: my denis look a like with his hair, black, tall, that does not play around, its just not gonna happen Dx im too unlucky
Him: Well I'm even more unlucky
Me: for a ****ing girl.. I am..girls get it so much EASIER gah u dont get it! my feelings are not gonna change you ****ing stalked ATRL to get information! get it through you're head
Him: I said I was sorry.
Fucccck can he just not keep forcing me to like him.
Lol. I grew up with 4 aunts, read a ton of Cosmo and studied behavioral psychology for a few years lol. And just my own experience in these situations. Had it done to me regularly. Once I became hip to it I learned how to shift the power.
I love living through Luke.
Another exciting day ahead of me. And week too
