Here's another one I wrote that I'm really proud of. It's really personal and dark and it's kind of triggering so be warned
Cut
Tears can't explain what I feel
And I hope you know you did this to me
I've been fading for half a year
This wandering ghost is not what I want to be
The cold is coming back again
Winter teaches us things we don't want to know
While everything outside is dead
Everything within me has died from feeling low
It's sad how you think of me
It's sad what you did to me
But I won't give you the satisfaction
I won't drag the blade across my skin
Just to feel the pain within
Just because you killed me doesn't mean I have to be dead
I won't tie the noose around my throat
Just because you took my hope
Just because you ruined me doesn't mean I have to lose my head
You can't make me cut anymore
I'm done yearning for your touch
Humiliating myself is coming to an end
You kill people for the rush
Does it sound like you were ever a friend?
Deep inside my mind there is
A part of me that wants to hurt to punish you
But I won't let myself give in
It's exactly what you want me to do
It's sad how you think of me
It's sad what you did to me
But I won't give you the satisfaction
I won't drag the blade across my skin
Just to feel the pain within
Just because you killed me doesn't mean I have to be dead
I won't tie the noose around my throat
Just because you took my hope
Just because you ruined me doesn't mean I have to lose my head
You can't make me cut anymore
You're sick and twisted
You get off on pain
You're evil and wicked
But you won't win this game
Pretending you care
Pretending you're pure
Don't you ****ing dare
Make me cut anymore
I won't drag the blade across my skin
Just to feel the pain within
Just because you killed me doesn't mean I have to be dead
I won't tie the noose around my throat
Just because you took my hope
Just because you ruined me doesn't mean I have to lose my head
You can't make me cut anymore