Literally feeling like dying, how do you cope with sadness, cause I am literally bawling my eyes out, my Lithuanian exam results have just been revealed and I was hit so hard, I literally feel like dying , I am depressed.
I got 29/100 , honestly I lost hope in getting to the college I want, I am literally done, what do I do with my life.
I f**kin was so happy about my exam essay, I poured my f**kin heart into it, I worked harder than I have ever, I read all the books that were needed to read, even the **** ones, which have over 1000+ pages without pictures and the concept of books is so ****, because our lithuanian literature has nothing to offer only books from very long back. And the exam then came I wrote a f**kin essay about "Manor in Lithuanian literature" because other topics were messed up and unintersting,
And today results came, and I'm done, my life is done, what do I do, my parents tell me to calm down, but I can I 'm crying and literally chocking on tears, honestly is life done? Please can someone offer any way out of this... because ...
Literally I hate Lithuania, this country is not for me. I hate the old people who grade these works, they simply see manor different than I do, and ruin my life.
i know how you feel. i had an academic-related disaster last semester. and i'll just say that it feels like the end of the world and that you'll be a bum forever, but it really isn't. you'll find a way to get back up.
and if you makes you feel any better, i don't know that much about lithuania's system, but usually it's not only the highest level colleges that can help your future.
Literally feeling like dying, how do you cope with sadness, cause I am literally bawling my eyes out, my Lithuanian exam results have just been revealed and I was hit so hard, I literally feel like dying , I am depressed.
I got 29/100 , honestly I lost hope in getting to the college I want, I am literally done, what do I do with my life.
I f**kin was so happy about my exam essay, I poured my f**kin heart into it, I worked harder than I have ever, I read all the books that were needed to read, even the **** ones, which have over 1000+ pages without pictures and the concept of books is so ****, because our lithuanian literature has nothing to offer only books from very long back. And the exam then came I wrote a f**kin essay about "Manor in Lithuanian literature" because other topics were messed up and unintersting,
And today results came, and I'm done, my life is done, what do I do, my parents tell me to calm down, but I can I 'm crying and literally chocking on tears, honestly is life done? Please can someone offer any way out of this... because ...
Literally I hate Lithuania, this country is not for me. I hate the old people who grade these works, they simply see manor different than I do, and ruin my life.
I really know how you feel and I know that whatever we say won't make you feel better... Just hang in there...
I worked my ass off to get into the uni I want, I managed to get in against all odds (first of my country to do so) then once I was there I literally lost all my **** and crashed down from being a top 3 student in Cyprus of my year group to the bottom of my class... Pretty sure I failed several exams, and I felt like **** until I realised that feeling bad wouldn't fix anything...
Just focus on finding an alternative pathway to where you want to get. You never know which path you will end up taking, and whether the path will take you to the destination you think you want to go to - but it'll all be okay in the end.
Literally feeling like dying, how do you cope with sadness, cause I am literally bawling my eyes out, my Lithuanian exam results have just been revealed and I was hit so hard, I literally feel like dying , I am depressed.
I got 29/100 , honestly I lost hope in getting to the college I want, I am literally done, what do I do with my life.
I f**kin was so happy about my exam essay, I poured my f**kin heart into it, I worked harder than I have ever, I read all the books that were needed to read, even the **** ones, which have over 1000+ pages without pictures and the concept of books is so ****, because our lithuanian literature has nothing to offer only books from very long back. And the exam then came I wrote a f**kin essay about "Manor in Lithuanian literature" because other topics were messed up and unintersting,
And today results came, and I'm done, my life is done, what do I do, my parents tell me to calm down, but I can I 'm crying and literally chocking on tears, honestly is life done? Please can someone offer any way out of this... because ...
Literally I hate Lithuania, this country is not for me. I hate the old people who grade these works, they simply see manor different than I do, and ruin my life.
Ew @ this guy not wanting to go out this weekend with me because I wouldn't go for a car ride with him yesterday
a "car ride" ... Mhm, bitch more like "I give your winky a lil loving and maybe even more". Trash. Bye. I was actually willing to meet up with you, something I haven't done before with any other guy. TRASHH. I can do better.
#LovingMyself
pffff not him now messaging me on Snapchat... Is someone feeling a bit horny?
So, today I saw this guy I hooked up with at the grocery store. He talked to me while I want to pretend that I don't know him cuz we don't see each other for like 10 months. I have him on facebook and snapchat but he doesn't talk to me and don't unfriend me. God I'm so awkward. I mean if he wants to do it again, I will but I'm so not begging for it. I hate playing games you know. I asked him once, he didn't say anything and didn't call, so I've moved on and he keeps talking to me when he sees me.
Ew @ this guy not wanting to go out this weekend with me because I wouldn't go for a car ride with him yesterday
a "car ride" ... Mhm, bitch more like "I give your winky a lil loving and maybe even more". Trash. Bye. I was actually willing to meet up with you, something I haven't done before with any other guy. TRASHH. I can do better.
#LovingMyself
If you don't stop playing hard to get
Ironically, this guy keeps inviting me to hang, but he also invites his friend and then I feel like a third wheel so I started avoiding him. I don't want to confront him on it either because then he'll think I'm a psycho but...
So, today I saw this guy I hooked up with at the grocery store. He talked to me while I want to pretend that I don't know him cuz we don't see each other for like 10 months. I have him on facebook and snapchat but he doesn't talk to me and don't unfriend me. God I'm so awkward. I mean if he wants to do it again, I will but I'm so not begging for it. I hate playing games you know. I asked him once, he didn't say anything and didn't call, so I've moved on and he keeps talking to me when he sees me.
desperation is not cute, maybe he's just being casual and formal and considering you as an acquaintance, not everything has to do with sex and hooking up, chill
Ironically, this guy keeps inviting me to hang, but he also invites his friend and then I feel like a third wheel so I started avoiding him. I don't want to confront him on it either because then he'll think I'm a psycho but...
It's like dude, stop inviting your friend.
I'm not playing hard to get
We were suppose to go out on Saturday but he had family plans, so we decided to move it until next weekend instead. So, yesterday he asked me what I was up to and said I was playing Xbox, so he was like "Oh, I was gonna ask if you wanted to go for a drive". -- This guy has mentioned many times how he wants to have sexual interactions with myself.. And who just goes for a "drive". I could go on the bus if I wanted a drive. Anyway, after I said no, I was like "but we're still going out next weekend aren't we?", however, he said "Idk lol" - Just cause I turned down the drive
I have not once said to a guy who I've met on an app that I would meet up with them, so me telling him that I'll go out with him for a night, is like a HUGE step and he should be grateful, not be a bitch cause I wouldn't go for a drive.
Oh... Well, maybe he's inviting his friend so it's not awkward for him?
desperation is not cute, maybe he's just being casual and formal and considering you as an acquaintance, not everything has to do with sex and hooking up, chill
We were suppose to go out on Saturday but he had family plans, so we decided to move it until next weekend instead. So, yesterday he asked me what I was up to and said I was playing Xbox, so he was like "Oh, I was gonna ask if you wanted to go for a drive". -- This guy has mentioned many times how he wants to have sexual interactions with myself.. And who just goes for a "drive". I could go on the bus if I wanted a drive. Anyway, after I said no, I was like "but we're still going out next weekend aren't we?", however, he said "Idk lol" - Just cause I turned down the drive
I have not once said to a guy who I've met on an app that I would meet up with them, so me telling him that I'll go out with him for a night, is like a HUGE step and he should be grateful, not be a bitch cause I wouldn't go for a drive.
Oh... Well, maybe he's inviting his friend so it's not awkward for him?
But he never said y'all were going to do anything during said drive I feel like people play too many mind games and should be more straightforward. You can also explain to him that you're looking forward to hanging out next Saturday, and if he doesn't respond then clearly he's not a quality guy.
And yeah, he probably invites his friend as a buffer, but then it makes me feel awkward. I'm usually really brooding so then I feel like I have to act "nicer" around his friends but I'm lowkey done doing that. I literally can't be bothered anymore, so we'll see what happens tonight.
But he never said y'all were going to do anything during said drive I feel like people play too many mind games and should be more straightforward. You can also explain to him that you're looking forward to hanging out next Saturday, and if he doesn't respond then clearly he's not a quality guy.
And yeah, he probably invites his friend as a buffer, but then it makes me feel awkward. I'm usually really brooding so then I feel like I have to act "nicer" around his friends but I'm lowkey done doing that. I literally can't be bothered anymore, so we'll see what happens tonight.
Hmm, he has asked me out on many drives before. I've heard many stories about "drives"... I'd rather not risk going for a drive with a complete stranger anyway. I take care of my safety.
Ah, I totally get that. Well good luck for tonight.
I feel like people play too many mind games and should be more straightforward. You can also explain to him that you're looking forward to hanging out next Saturday, and if he doesn't respond then clearly he's not a quality guy.