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Originally posted by RideOrDie
But sis what about the other guy who will visit you in June? Don't mess that up.
And nawt you snatching all the guys while I'm hugging my pillow.
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i know sis.. i won't mess it, we're still contact each other, and he said that i have to focus on myself here while waiting for him.
but this guy sis.. he's a hot mess,, he has a very beautiful smile and he rarely smile with other people, i can't help myself.. he's like a drug to me. i remember those weeks i try to avoid him and we met in one of our mutual friend, i ****ing hate how his sad looks melt my heart. I can't just throw him away. He complained i never contacted him again. And it's only a week sisterns.. how crazy, and i told him, "if that's the problem, what makes you so burden and contact me first?" we have had this relationship since May last year sis.. i can't just throw him away. A platonic relationship.. i thank him he knows how to treat me most of the time. He's so hot.. i'm jealous to imagine if a girl holding his arms and stuff...
sis...
and the guy who will come on June is like my mirror, he just got it.. he hugged me and i hugged him. that's why it's awesome.. while the guy above.. he only teased me for the first 3 months, infatuation. the energy was crazy.. it's so beautiful.. he has a great body shape... he's perfection. I need to consult how to manage my emotion to this guys, arghhhh... he's so hot sis.. the hottest male ever i'm close with so far.
first 3 months was perfect and God.. it's so beautiful lol.. i'm so happy if i remember the good old days.. May - July was great, mid July - October were mixed with ****ing dramas and make over, still awesome. October - December were like ego fighting and still great as long as there's a day where we both just sit and talking then staring each other eyes. End of Dec - mid Jan where i left him dying, i traveled to get my soul back. So depressing sisterns.. i'm so proud how i'm able to get through this **** so far...
it felt so funny how i was so weak the first time he kind of reject me emotionally.. i listened to Almost Lover that frenzy girl, i forgot her name. I was in tears... Poor little cute boy.. i wonder why i'm so strong now lol..