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Originally posted by iHooker
Oh sis.
What happened?
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So last night I had a dream about me and my girlfriend breaking up.. Then after I woke up from that one and went to bed again, I had a dream we were both killed.. So I woke up scared half to death.. I called Anna to ask and see if she could give me a ride since I knew I was gonna be late getting up and really didn't want to walk to school shaking.. Well her mom said no because they had to drop off her brother (who didn't have school for another 2 hours after when I asked, and we had school in 30mins, and I live 1 min driving distance away from where she passes everyday) and I got upset cause I really needed a ride, since I was shaky and had trouble walking.. And then I got mad by mistake at Anna.. And she got mad at me.. We both started to fight, and I by mistake broke up with her. I didn't mean to at all.. And I've been trying to prove to her all day I was sorry and really want her back, including bring her flowers to say I was sorry.. I've been crying since 12pm and I've only cried once at school ever before.. Now I embarrassed myself in front of the entire school and she still say's no because she's not ready yet.. And says there's a 50/50 chance we would get back together.. I love her so much and I've made a horrible mistake.. I've passed out 5 times today, gone numb all over 3, cried 7 times, and am dehydrated.. It's been such a horrible day
