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Originally posted by Rian.
I do that too. And when people told me 'you're gonna actually start smoking' I always said 'no, I would never. A cig here and there is not smoking'
But I'm craving it more and more.
I don't know if that means that I'm just more often depressed or if it actually got me.
I need to get my life together.  |
I mean you're not a bad person if you smoke, it's your choice but I'd be worried about your health. I know smoking is bad. The only reason I'm not addicted is because I don't smoke properly on purpose (it's not my money, don't worry). Yes, I know that sounds stupid but it's been effective. I know how to smoke properly, I just don't. I can quit cold turkey and I've been trying to help my friend quit but she won't.
It could have gotten you or you could just be - like you said - super depressed and turning to it. I have asthma and I wouldn't want anyone to live through what I have to (not even my worst enemy).
