P.S: Sorry about your friend...but try to see everything in a positive way, you still have msn ....I know you´ll see each other again.....but of course, maybe it will never be the same.... D=
I really didn't think your "singing" voice could get any worse than when you recorded "Lost Without You" for PopFusion/ATRL IDOL, but this SERIOUSLY made your rendition of "Lost Without You" seem like a COMPLETE MASTERPIECE. (And that was bad, too)
Not trying to be a complete asshole, but Eddie and Randy HAVE to be LYING when they think you could get a decent record deal. Please stop while you're ahead.
And again, I'm really trying to be nice about this.
I also think you should focus in your studies, don't know, and leave your singing for karaokes. I'm not being mean, but i feel it's not your thing, sorry dude.