[DivaDown]

In the womb.

I did NOT want to be birthed naturally, so I forced my mom to have a C section. Then, she tried breastfeeding & I wasn't having it.

So, from birth I was not a fan of vaginas or boobies.


I didn't come out until senior year of high school tho. Some close friends knew before that tho. I'm not flamboyant at all so it was never a problem. My obsession with Britney Spears throughout middle school & high school was mistaken as a crush on her... which I went along with.

Now, I've been out for over a decade and as I approach 30, I've made funeral arrangements

[Dollas n Diamonds]

http://atrl.net/forums/showthread.ph...3#post19257003

Originally posted by Dollas n Diamonds

Well its funny really, growing up i always had crushes on girls and this continued all the way to Grade 10 that being said i was a extremely sheltered child and didn't even know what gay really till i was in grade 7 () anyway in Grade 10 we had this foreign exchange student from Japan and she was so hot. she was super cute (in face and mannerisms) and wore skirts with thigh highs and little bows; she was like an anime wet dream We actually got along really well despite the language barrier and i seemed she kinda liked me too so one day i decided i was gonna make a move on her but then the following week someone died back home and she had to go to the funeral and she never came back. I was so frustrated i was like "God why!! i was so close " ugh so anyway fast forward to that summer, I was with this church group and we went to a school to play football and it was really cold and being the skinny little midget i was i was shivering like crazy.after we were sitting on the ground singing songs and i was shivering so bad at this point like teeth chattering bad it was a mess. all of a sudden this guy who i was just becoming friends with hugs me and doesn't let go. i was so stunned but i didn't say anything and neither did he and he just held me like that for like forever 5 minutes then after i was like "thank you for doing that" and he said "anytime at all" and in that 5 minutes he blew all my other crushes out of the water.

[Ice Cream Skies]

I knew I was different by age 5 or 6.

I thought this boy on my brother's baseball team was SO HOT. He was like 6, too.

[Reinvention]

Originally posted by DivaDown

I didn't come out until senior year of high school tho. Some close friends knew before that tho. I'm not flamboyant at all so it was never a problem. My obsession with Britney Spears throughout middle school & high school was mistaken as a crush on her... which I went along with.

Now, I've been out for over a decade and as I approach 30, I've made funeral arrangements

Lmao I forgot how that was my old cover story! I was OBSESSED with Paris Hilton & her first album and I thought she was "hot" was supposed to excuse me from the gay rumours, hahaha.

[P!nkism]

Around 6- or 7 i remember i had a childish crush on a boy secretely

[DivaDown]

Originally posted by Dinosauer

Lmao I forgot how that was my old cover story! I was OBSESSED with Paris Hilton & her first album and I thought she was "hot" was supposed to excuse me from the gay rumours, hahaha.

It always works!

...also was a good way to spot other sistren

[Temporal]

I can find examples of me liking boys all the way back to Kindergarten, but I didn't really accept it/ acknowledge it/ realize it until I was 16 really.

[NLX]

I remember putting my mouth on something I shouldn't have at a young age.
But I realized I was gay or w/e in the 7th grade when I had this crazy crush over some guy.

[Ivory.]

9 while watching ****

[TSDMusicND]

12 years old (even tho it was more of a bisexual state)
but at 16 it was official

[Clarksonator]

Y'all are so early :O ... I used to have a girlfriends from the age of 12 to 17. But it never worked out and I started wondering why, then one time I accidentally (but really) stumbled upon gay **** and then I was like.. wait this is hot. Thennnn I decided I wanted to date a guy, to see if it would be different from dating a girl. And it was, in a positive way. That's when I knew and I told everyone right after that