Right now I've found myself inexplicably in a pretty low place. I feel disenfranchised from all my peers and I have a hell of a lot of exams and school work (which is nice to focus on in all honesty but it does bring a lot of stress and anxiety). I feel like I have a lot of anger, resentment and unresolved issues that I battle daily and I always have a lot of body confidence issues which I think contribute a lot to how low I am right now. I don't want to say I have depression or bipolar disorder as I've never been diagnosed clinically nor does anyone in my life know but both things run in both sides of my family so I wouldn't be suprised.
I've rediscovered Sia's music and interviews over the past few days and I must say I feel like she's... Her music is helping me understand how I'm feeling and why I'm feeling the way I am. I think she gets it. She's so beautiful and such an inspiring spirit, she's been so low and battled many things to reach a place in her life where she is so happy. I feel like she just understands how hard life can be sometimes, even though sometimes there is no reason to be in such a bad place. I don't really know where I'm going with this but I just wanted to say how much I feel like I relate to her and her music is helping me through a pretty ****** time right now.
Who'd have thought she'd be such a streaming force?